Met up with Gen in the afternoon to buy Xuan's present.
Went to get the present at.... NewUrbanMale, the shop I hate to go in the most.

Went CityLink.
Got her havaianas! The design she likes [:
The colour isnt what she wanted.
So, we went to The Heeren for an exchange.
Got her the colourful bear too! [:

Im so not gonna say how embarrassed I was.
In the num shop.
I almost killed myself on the spot.

Went Simpang to meet up with the girls.
Guess what?!
THE HAVAIANAS IS TOO SMALL FOR XUAN.
Omg, we'll have to go back again tomorrow.................
BUT, I dont have the receipt with me.
The guy took it away.
Hopefully he's working tomorrow!
Provided he still remember me lahh...

Went home after that.
Everyone's tired, I guess.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:51 PM

Got back my htm test paper.
I got 10 over 30.
And I totally deserve it.
Thats for not studying. Haha.

I was so freaking tired for the whole day lah.
Again, here comes my "falling asleep" story...
At like 1am, I told myself, "Michelle, go study. Switch off the computer now"
So, well, I did.
I walked to my bed and sat on it.
The next thing I did was......................
I fell asleep.
Again, I was supposed to wake up earlier to study for the test.
But this time round, I couldnt even wake up. HAHA.

Went to maths "remedial" after school at 0630pm.
School ended at 4pm.
Slacked for two and a half freaking hours.
Fell asleep again man. Haha.
Was super tired.
Remedial ended at bout 9pm.

& then my home-sweet-home time!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:21 PM

Im so tired.
Im so tired.
Im so tired.
Im so tired.
Im so tired.
Im so tired.
Im so tired.
Im so tired.
Im so tired.
Im so tired.

Okay, I guess ten times of "Im so tired" is enough to show how tired I am now.
I slept at 3plus?
If you're thinking, "Whoa, sure bo. Study till 3plus?! So hardworking?!?",
you're so freaking wrong.
But thanks for thinking that way though. HAHA.

I was supposed to wake up at 6plus in the morning to study.
But well, I fell asleep again!
Woke up at 7plus.
Bathed and got myself ready for school.
It was still early so I went to study for the test.
Guess what?
I FELL ASLEEP AGAIN.
See how tired I was this morning?

Today totally sucked.
Its a really longgggggggggggggggggggggggggg day.
And, Psychology lesson sucked as well.
I dont know why the hell am I in that class.
To add on why it sucked...
When I fucking did contribute for that fucking disgusting project, dont say I didnt.
I did.
Ahhhh, I hope that theres something I can do to make people shut the fuck up.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
9:38 PM

Okay...
Im supposed to study for tomorrow's test but, Im kinda sleepy now..
I even fell alseep on the table just now luh.
Whathelephantpig.







Before I fell asleep again..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMYIXUAN!
I love you ----------so---------- much!
Not enough?
Too bad. You've to accept it. HAHA.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
2:20 AM

Did I mention that I took cab to school last Tuesday?
Well, Im not exaggerating but yea, it was my first time taking cab.
But of course, excluding those times when I'd to cab home because I'd no choice.

No choice?:
No more bus.
No more train.
Daddee's in lalaland.

So today, I almost had to take cab to school again.
I dont know why, but Im always late on Tuesday.
Its so wierd lahh.
Its like, when I've school at 9am, I wont be late at all. Not even once.
But for Tuesday..
Well..

School today was prettay good for me, I guess.
Laughing and smiling like an idiot for the whole day, with the two freaking-small eyes of mine.
Yea, I cried last night because of My Girl and my eyes turned swollen this morning. HAHA.

Im like kind of addicted to My Girl now uh.
The show is soooooooo freaking nice okay.
I swear Im so gonna watch it over and over and over and over and over and..... [This continues okay.. Im just too lazy to type now, HAHA]


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:14 PM

Now I know why my life's boring.
I was the one.
The one who chose to make it boring.

Its like, everyone goes out almost everyday?
And me?
I'll just go home everyday after school.

I dont know why luh..
I rather stay at home then to go out.
Not because Im crazy or whatsoever -_______-
Going to school can kill me man.
Going out is worse.

I find that going to school and going out are almost the same.
There're like thousands of people in school (I think?) and thousands of people outside too (I think?).
Lol, yea, I admit that my thinking is wierd.
But whatever lah.

Oh yes, from next week onwards, or prolly after the exams or whatsoever, Im not going to be like this anymore!
Get a life man, Michelle! HAHAH.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
5:20 PM

Went Marina Square, Bugis and Parkway today.
Ohmygoodyness, I think my feets are rotting now..

'Nyways, wanted to get a pair of shoes but I think its already like out of stock.
Lucky me uh -_________-
So in the end, I bought nothing.
Boohoos.

But well, chocolates made my day!
Chocolate is my life man.
This kinda explain the fats on my body uh? HAHA.
Oh ya, did anyone tell you I've many lives?
Well, I do...
Icecream is my life too! HAHA.

Okay, gonna watch MyGirl now! [:
Yalah Yalah, Im lagging behind lahhh...


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:11 PM

Friday nights..

Clubbings?
Late night shoppings?
Pubs?
Slacking at some cool places?
Stayover at bestfriends' house?

No,
Noo,
NOOO.

My life's so boring.
Staying at home is not that bad..

But, I've a SuperMummy who loves to nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and nag and...

Okay, I dont think you guys want me to continue any further.
["BOOOOOM" My SuperMummy just slammed the fucking door]

Seriously, Im not being emo or whatever shit okay, my life sucks.
Like, totally.
So whats life all about?
Love?
Money?
Friends?
Family?
SHITS?!

Love: Have yet to find someone who's dumb enough to fall for me.
Money: Im a super poor kid.
Friends: AH-HAH. This is funny.. I need new friends. My friends now? AH-HAH. This is funny too. Some just dont bother. When they need something from you, they'll talk to you nicely. When you ask them not to call you back or whatsoever (esp when you're feeling moody), they're really nice... they just wont call you back no matter what. They're being soooooooooo sweet, arent they? [:
Family: No comments. Im just hoping that my mom will stop nagging.
Shits: Shitty things ALWAYS happen. Esp on me. Only me. Its as if Im the only human on Earth. Fuck shits.


Maybe I should consider going for plastic surgery..
I really want to.
I dont want to be myself anymore.
It sucks to be me.

Maybe I should just leave.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:53 AM

Went bowling today.
It sucked.
The ball just kept going into the "drain".....

'Nyways, I had Sakae Sushi for dinner [:








Im feeling super..... whatever-shitty-feeling now.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:43 PM

Lets not talk about the tests I had today.
Believe me, I really wanted to study!
I brought the notes to my bed and studied.
Well, as expected, I fell asleep =.=
And so, I thought that maybe I should wake up earlier to study.
So at 5plus am, I did wake up.
But... I went back to sleep again...

So, what do you think?
AHHH, I hate tests.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:48 PM

I'll be having two tests tomorrow and I'm still here.
Still sitting here, "playing" with Facebook..

Its funny when I get to send my friends funny tattoos.
I sent one of them a Hello Kitty tattoo.
As for another one, I sent her a "Jie Mei" tattoo! HAHAH.
Crap man.






I better start studying now.
Maths and Htm, here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
9:36 PM

Fuck, Im so fucking tired. Nabeh.

8am to 12noon: Lessons.
12noon to 2pm: Break. Like, finally.
2pm to 4pm: Lessons.
4pm to 6:30pm: Break.
6:30pm to bout 10pm: Revision for maths.
10:30pm to 12am: Bathed and everything.

And now?
ChaoCheebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Doing the fucking PSPS.
Kanina.
Everyone's happily playing chess with Zhou Gong and Im fucking doing this shit.
I think I'll only get to sleep when everyone's started dreaming.
Fucking shit.

I swear that whatever I did for this fucking project were rubbish.
And guess what.
I dont fucking give a shit anymore.
Cheebye project.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:24 AM

Yea, Im studying Psychology now.
So?
Do you think I can actually read people's mind?
Just by studying.. er like, 4 lectures or tutorials?
No, I cant.
If you can, good for you.
Try reading my mind.

The next time you're feeling moody or angry or emo, paste a note on your face.
Paste it. So that I'll know how you're feeling.
I promise not to talk to you.
And I'll leave you alone.
[:




Maybe I should change.
No more temper from now onwards.
I'll try to keep my mouth shut for as long as possible everyday.
I cant be myself anymore.
Especially in school.
I dont know why.
Everyone's giving me a feeling that they dont like me or something.
If you're in the same school as me, you'll know.
I've become very quiet.
Not because I've nothing to say.
I've so much to say but I just cant.
If this continues, my mouth's going to rot.

I seriously think that Im suffering from depression.
Oh fuck it.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:55 PM

Used To

You used to talk to me like I was the only one around
You used to lean on me..the only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like we had nowhere we needed to go
Nice and slow, to no place in particular

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought...we Used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, can we get this back...
To how it used to be

I used to reach for you when I got lost along the way
I used to listen, you always had just the right thing to say
I used to follow you, never really cared where we would go
Fast or slow to anywhere at all

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought...we Used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, can we get this back...
To how it used to be

I look around me and I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you-it's empty and you're sad
Cause you miss the love that we had
You used to talk to me like I was the only one around...
The only one around

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought...we Used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, can we get this back...
To how it used to be
To how it used to be
To how it used to be
To how it used to be
To how it used to be


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:25 PM

After bathing last night, I fell asleep on the table?
Thats like so exaggerating lah.

So 'nyways, went to Parkway today.
Well, theres nothing much to blog actually.
Saw Xinyan and Jiajun.
I saw him yesterday too! HAHA.

Had dinner at the nearby kopitiam and the satays were reallyyyyyyyyyy good.
Okay, so.. Im really bored now.
I wanna go out but at the same time, Im lazy.
HAHA.

Ciao.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:30 PM

CCN day was prettay fun.
But I guess I didnt really enjoy lahh.
Dont ask me why.
Life's been really bad.
Fuck it.

Okay, so at night, I went to look for Ruthie, Xuan and Ruth's friend, Cody.
Slacked at Cine and went to slack at CoffeeClub after that.
Slackers. HAHAH.
Had Chocolate fondue! :D
Damn damn yummyyyyyyyyyy.
Anyways, I've been craving for Sakae lahhhhh......
I really wanna have it next week.
And its a promise between me and my stomach. HAHA.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:18 PM

Anyways, here are the photos! [:


MEET MY NEW FRIENDS! HAHA.


Xuan's crazy.
Okay, me too.
We're like laughing over this stupid thing.
Shes the only one whom I can laugh with you see...
Okay, here's the thingy..
"Look at my matching bodies.. The body is over there.. The fish is over there... Want to see more? Call this number [1900-matching-bodies]"
Er.... yea, not funny. I know.



Sheesha/Seesha/Shisha.
Whatever! I dont care :D
HAHA. Actually I care.
Do tell me the correct spelling if you know.
Thanks [:



DONUTSSSSSSSSS!
For the first two pictures, I finally know what Ruth meant when she said "My mom say cannot eat. That part is dirty"
Just look at the chicken's feather.
Disgusting.
And for the Spongebob thingy, its a psp game!
It was fun at first.
But its not anymore, cause I just cant win.

Boo-shit.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:13 AM

Today's a very x 100000000000000000 tiring day.
I hate Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays and Thursdays.
Basically, I hate those days when I have to go to school. HAHAH.

Anyways, fuck, we had this "test" today and ohmyshittymama, I was the last to finish.
Okay, wait, I didnt even finish it lah! Dammit.
Everyone drew both the kitchen and the bedrooms.
Me? I HAVENT EVEN FINISH DRAWING THE MAMAFOOKING KITCHEN.
Chicken byeee.
DONT ASK ME WHAT WAS I DOING.
I was super frustrated and I just couldnt draw anything out.
Fuck it, I hate drawing lines.
I always have headache when I draw lines.
Yea, Im wierd.
I admit.
I was super sad just now okay.
No one can understand how I felt.
I felt like Im the most stupid person on Earth, Mars, Jupiter, Pluto and whatever fucking planets.

BUT... I got to see Ruth and Xuan just now!
Woohoo, I miss them so much [:

Went Popeye's!
My favourite!
and, I swear that I was fucking late.
Its so paiseh lah cause... Ruth's classmates were all there =.=
And, she didnt even tell me?! HAHA.

Can you guess how we went home?

Ruth's classmate's dad came to fetch us.
He's a really nice person [:
AND... here comes the whatever-it-is part.
SEVEN OF US [Including Ruth's friend's parents] TRIED SO HARD TO SQUEEZE INTO THE CAR.
Ruth even had to sit on Xuan's leg!
And we kept giggling non-stop. HAHAHA.

I wanna go out with the two RP kias again!
:D


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:56 PM

I think I've changed, a lot.
But I dont care.
And, Im fine with it.
Yes, Im okay. Thats if you think Im not.

Cause I cant laugh like how I laughed in the past anymore.
Cause I cant smile like how I smiled in the past anymore.
Cause Im becoming like I-dont-know-who-am-I.
Cause Im tired of everything now.
Everything's just so fucked up.

Know what?
Im not happy at all.
In case those who dont like me are reading this, yea, laugh at me.
Im fine with it [:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:48 PM

PISSED OFF.


So when I thought... maybe my life's not that bad afterall,
the person whom I bought my bag [Online shopping] from, emailed me, saying that she's cancelled the order.

Tell me now,
ISNT LIFE GREAT?


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:59 PM

School's becoming more and more sian.
I hate it when I've to wake up so early just for those boring lessons.
I dont like school.
I have to pack my room very often because its always so messy.
I've been going out and spending lots of money.
Its the third week of school already but I dont understand what my teachers have been talking about?
Like, totally?
Its okay if I'm hardworking enough and start studying now right?
But I just cant.



Tell me, how great life is?
Its so great that I cant believe Im actually the fortunate one leading this kind of life.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:50 PM

Im so bored now.
I think I can even blog ten times now.

Before I go to sleep,
remember the things I wanna get?
1 and 2?

Do you think I should get Patrick and leave Cookie Monster alone? ]:
Or do you think I should get Cookie Monster back and leave Patrick in the shop?
I cant decideeeee.
If Patrick comes home with me, my mom will be freaked out. Simply because, she thinks that Patrick has too many "chicken pox" -__________-
Those spots on it......................
But if Cookie Monster's coming back with me, I'll have to share my cookies with him.
Boohooos.

Helpppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp me!



ADDED:

So, its like, what the hell?
I asked for comments and no one tagged. LOL.
CAN TAG A NOT?!
IM LIKE TALKING TO MYSELF EH.
ITS SO MALU LAH.
Omg, I think my blog's so dead.
But whatever, I dont need the comments anymore.
I've got both Patrick and Cookie Monster.
I even got Elmo! :D
I prefer Cookie Monster than Elmo but my mom said that Cookie Moster will feel lonely and I should get Elmo as well =.=
So, whatever! I cant say no right? Its so rude lah. My mom was trying to be nice... HAHAHAH.

Headed to my grandmother's house after that.
Made donuts! :D
Im sure that the kids had fun. HAHAH.
Anyways, they tasted alright.
[Obviously not as good as Donutfactory and blahblahblahs lahhh...]
And, they looked super cute cause theyre really small.
[Pictures tomorrow!]

Enjoyed a lot today and Im ready for hell tomorrow! Muahahs.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:19 PM

Things I wanna wanna wanna get :D
Eh nope, I MUST get them.

1. Two cookie monster soft toys.
2. The Patrick soft toy.
[Actually, I wanted to get either 1 or 2. But well, in life, we must achieve more. Lol.]
3. At least ten more new tops.
4. Red/Yellow jeans.
5. Blue jeans.
6. Green jeans.
[Lol, basically all the colours. I think Im crazy. You think so too?]
7. A new Num bag.
8. Two havaianas.
9. Two tees from Num.
10. A new pair of sneakers.
11. Cool things from IKEA.
12. A new pencil case =.=
13. Extrim pills. LOL.
14. Can I get wishes?
15. 15 more wishes?
16. 16 more wishes?
17. 17 more wishes?
18. 18 more wishe..?
19. 19 more wish..?
20. 20 more wis..?
21. 21 more wi..?
22. 22 more w..?
23. 23 more..?
24. ...............
25. .............
26. ...........
27. .........
28. ......
29. ....
30. ..


We'll never get enough.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
2:05 AM

Went IKEA with Xuan and her friend, Dom :D
I LOVE GOING THERE NOW.
The things there are so interesting!
Well, at least for me..

I wanna buy so many things from there!
I wanna go again this Sunday.
Not forgetting, the chicken wings! [:

Two years ago, I was really interested in "Pom poms" and tried doing it.
[Pom poms: You know those winter hats? Those "balls" on top?]
And ITS BACKK!!! HAHAHAH.
After so long, I've forgotten how to do it.
So, last night, I tried and TADA! I've four pom poms now.
Theyre so cute [:


Pictures tomorrow!






You used to be the reason, the reason for my smile.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:25 PM

Had lots of fun yesterday! [:

Went town to look for a new num bag.
But..
Nevermind.
Only Xuan knows why.
Its a secret between us [:

Walked around and got myself a belt.
and walked around again. LOL.
Wanted to get another pair of Havaianas but Xuan said that its a waste of money.

Headed to HajiLane for sheesha after that.
[Is it Shisha, Seesha or, Sheesha? LOL. Fuck it]
Its so cooooool. HAHA.
Walau, I noob what....
Ordered wedges and it came in such a BIGGGGG portion!
I think uh, its even enough for 5 people? HAHA.
We wasted like... 14 wedges
-_____________-


Reached home at like 12plus.

As for today.....
I WANT TO GO SENTOSA LAH.
I WANT TO GO IKEA LAH.
I WANT TO GO TOWN LAH.
I WANT TO....
EAT NOW.
IM SO HUNGRY NOW.

Anyways, sorry Pras, for not attending your lecture.
I've a valid reason.
I was really tired and couldnt wake up.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:49 PM

Before I blog more about today..


HAPPY DEEPAVALI!

WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOs.




I so wanna go Little India later.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:28 AM

"Dreams, Dreams.. Of when we had just started things.
Dreams of you and me..
It seems, It seems.. That I can't shake those memories.
I wonder if you have the same dreams too....."



I had this really sweet dream last night, which I hope that it will come true?
But whenever you think of the dream, or tell someone about it, it wont come true anymore.
Thats exactly what happened to me.

I was dreaming and dreaming till the damn alarm clock woke me up.
I tried sooooooo hard not to think about the dream.
But walau, the moment I close my eyes again, I thought about it.
Fuck, its not going to come true anymore lah, dammit.





True enough, it wont come true.
All along, it isnt me.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:17 AM

School today was prettay fun!

But Im so not gonna look forward to every Wednesday lahhh...
The cool guy's not in my class anymore ]:
Boohoos, this sucks. HAHAH. Just kidding.
"Im in love with the guy next to us", remember? HAHA.

My first time: Being the first to present.

Teacher: "Michelle, You'll be presenting for your group.."
Me: -Stared at the teacher as if he has three eyes.
Teacher: "Yea, Michelle?"
Me: "ONLY me?"
Teacher: "Yea?"
Me: "OH MY GOODNESSSSSSS"

So after we're done with our work, the first person my teacher called was me =.=
Teacher: "Michelle"
Me: "HUH?"
Teacher: "Time to present"
Me: "SHIT MANNNNNNNNNN"
Teacher: "Ten seconds~~~~" [Asking me to hurry up]

I dont know luh, but I thought that its kind of embarrassing luh.
Esp when I kept laughing non-stop when I was standing in front.
But whatever, its over now.
WOOHOOOOOOs.

Went Popeye's for dinner.
I loveeeeee the mashed potato there lah!
Its super duper nice okay.



Random:
Im so stupid lah okay.
I was the only one who brought that super-heavy Psychology book.
Dammit, I didnt know that we dont have to bring it to school....


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:30 PM

Omg, I almost killed myself during PSPS lesson.
"DECOMPOSITION DECOMPOSITION! IS IT SO DIFFICULT TO PRNOUNCE IT, MICHELLE?!?"
No lah, no one said that.
I said that to myself.
I love talking to myself you see..

Just came back from Gelare! :D
The waffles were greaaaaaaaaaaaaat!






Im in love with the guy next to us.
Plus, his bike.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:53 PM

Fucking brain.
Useless.

I actually asked Xuan for help.
Guess what this idiot did?
She said that she helped me with the ppt already.
Tell you what, ITS ALL RUBBISH. LOL.
This kind of person uh,
ACT CARING.
ACT HELPFUL.
ACT SISTER SISTER WITH ME.
LOL.

IM SO FUCKING TIRED.
Yea, Im not acting like a girl.
Im super vulgar.
But please lah, I didnt sleep well last night okay.
Maybe I didnt even sleep.
I cant even rmb.
Fuck nabeh.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:43 PM

This blog has lost its meaning.
I used to blog about almost everything.
Be it when Im happy, sad, excited, or even when Im crazy =.=

As a blogger, I suck.
This blog used to be password protected because Im afraid that people not close to me will get to know about my secrets (??Are they??).
After I've removed the password thingy, I realised that there're too few people reading my blog.
And one month ago?
Because of too many secrets, I've created another blog.

Too many secrets, my dear heart.

But no, Im not going to stop blogging.
Not only because I like to blog.
But also because.....
Im too free.
I've nothing better to do.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:55 PM

No vulgarities.

Seriously, I think you're making use of me.
You look for me only when you need help.
And I dont know why am I so stupid to help you.
Is it you who need help, or is it someone else you're helping?
If its for someone you're helping, ____, I'm speechless.
Whenever I ask you about the thing you need, you'll go, "Dont know. I only know its like this"
____, HOW COME YOU DONT KNOW?!
Then you need it for what? For what? FOR WHAT?
To help someone else, isnt it...

And after you've got the things you wanted, you'll "DISAPPEAR".
Yea, just like another David Copperfield uh.

Just when I thought you're dead after not contacting you for so long, you "APPEAR".
Amazing, isnt it?




Human beings are just so funny.
And I hate myself for being one.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:04 AM

Whathelephant.
My current blogskin's so...
^#%#^$%&^*%^*!^%*

I spent so much time on this and yet, it turned out like shit.
-__________________-

Its like, after you've clicked on the picture for "About", you wont be able to click on the picture for "Blog Entries"
Like, what the fuck is wrong? Lol.
"Links" one also like this!

OMG, I need some experts to help me.....
"HELP HELPPPPPPPPPP"
Can someone hear me~~~~~~~


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:47 PM

Donuts crazeeeeee!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:42 PM

So fast lah... Its first of Nov already.
After this two months, it'll be 2008 already.

School sucked today.
Gen didnt come to school because she was not feeling well.
and I was having stomachache all the way from the morning till 4.
Worse still, I forgot to bring my jacket along and I was almost freezing to death.

and recently, I dont know whats wrong with me.
I keep embarrassing myself.

On Wednesday,
I was in the LT.
The teacher's so boring that I almost fell asleep.
So, when I wanted to lean on the wall....
"BOOOOOM!" [Okay, I dont think it sounded like this. LOL]
I banged my head against the wall.

Later in the evening...
I was waiting to take a queue number and I was sitting on a bench.
There's this girl sitting beside me while her bf was sitting behind her cause there's no seat left.
I didnt mean it but I can hear clearly what the girl was saying to the guy.
Not because Im kaypo okay...
But she talked super loudly and I was just beside her.
Whatever she said had nothing to do with "funny"
I was really tired and tried to lean back.
Yea, I totally forgot that there's no wall behind me or something.
So, I banged my head on the bench.
And that guy was like, laughing at me?
-_________________-

Yesterday during tutorial...
Again, I was very tired and tried to lean against the wall behind me.
The next moment I know was the whole class laughing at me.
I didnt even know that it was THAT loud lah!
And its not even painful? Lol.
Even the teacher laughed...
Omg...



All these have to stop okay...


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:45 PM