Wednesday, October 03, 2007
HAHAH, shit lah, Im too free.
I've blogged three times today?
I think Im free enough to blog more than twenty times.
I just felt like blogging.
'Cause Im feeling veryyyyy wierd.
Not exactly wierd but, I just cant really describe the feeling.
Every 5seconds without fail, I'll think about the same thing over and over again.
And I can feel that its really affecting me.
For the past 15minutes, I've tried not to think about it by keeping myself busy.
But I really couldnt.
Just now, when I was eating my muffins (Yes, mine. I baked. I eat them even though they dont taste good enough), I told myself not and not and not to be affected and stop thinking about it.
But again, I couldnt.
If Im given a chance, I'll choose to forget about everything.
Even if I've to give up those precious memories.
Coconuthead, I better stop thinking.
If not I wont be able to sleep tonight.
Crap, after coming back from the chalet, and after blogging, I tried to sleep but I cant.
Slept only at 10plus and woke up at bout 1 =.=
What a wierd life Im leadng now. Hahah.
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
7:03 PM
I've blogged three times today?
I think Im free enough to blog more than twenty times.
I just felt like blogging.
'Cause Im feeling veryyyyy wierd.
Not exactly wierd but, I just cant really describe the feeling.
Every 5seconds without fail, I'll think about the same thing over and over again.
And I can feel that its really affecting me.
For the past 15minutes, I've tried not to think about it by keeping myself busy.
But I really couldnt.
Just now, when I was eating my muffins (Yes, mine. I baked. I eat them even though they dont taste good enough), I told myself not and not and not to be affected and stop thinking about it.
But again, I couldnt.
If Im given a chance, I'll choose to forget about everything.
Even if I've to give up those precious memories.
Coconuthead, I better stop thinking.
If not I wont be able to sleep tonight.
Crap, after coming back from the chalet, and after blogging, I tried to sleep but I cant.
Slept only at 10plus and woke up at bout 1 =.=
What a wierd life Im leadng now. Hahah.
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
7:03 PM
