Im starting to hate Fridays.


I simply have nothing to do at home.
I feel like sleeping now but I wont be able to sleep at night.
I feel like watching vcds but Im too lazy to turn on the teevee.
I feel like asking my friends out but I doubt they're free.
I feel like shopping right now. Its okay to shop alone but I've no money. Pathetic.
I feel like meeting up with my friends at Simpang tonight but I've something on.
I feel like listening to my mp3 now. But whenever I turn it on, I feel so irritated.
I feel like eating chocolates. But when I look at my fucking fat body, I can only swallow my saliva.




Is gossiping what girls like to do?
Yea, I admit I gossip too.
But Im afriad that some things will change when I open my big mouth.
So from today onwards, Im going to keep my mouth shut.
Please dont tell me about anything.
I dont mind if you guys leave me alone.
So is this called.. emo?
If this is, okay, I'll admit too.
Im emo.
and I tell you what, this feeling totally sucks.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
3:08 PM