Happeeeeeee Halloween Day!

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Its so cool lah, isnt it?
No? Then fuck off. HAHAH.

School was alright.
But DEFINITELY NOT for Psychology.
As expected, the cool guy didnt come.
Its either he changed his Cds or he didnt come to school, which I dont think so.
OH MY SHITTY HEAD.

My parents came to bring me for dinner after school.
Thank goooooodness.
Those books I carried. were. so. freaking. heavy.
My arms were like breaking.

Walked around and got myself donuts! :DD
I love those colourful ones.
So..... colourful? HAHA.

Alright, its pretty late now.
Okay, maybe its not but Im tired already.
Ciao, peopleeeeeeeeeee!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:53 PM

Edited;

Chaonehneh, it rained so heavily lah!
And its still raining.
I hate it when it rains.
Yes, its really cooling and I like it.
But, NOT WHEN IM GOING OUT.

I hate to bring umbrella out.
I'd rather get drenched.
but at the same time, I hate it when I get drenched.

Lol, Im being such an asshole.

If you've nothing to do, buy me donuts.
No, its okay. You dont have to queue for it.
Just go to Breadtalk and get me some.
The donuts there are just as nice.
I just ate one and Im craving for moreeeee! :D

Please get me some.
Er, esp those colourful ones.
Thankyou! [:



[Yes, I do know that no one's gonna get them for me. LOL]




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I cant control myself.
No matter how boring my blog is, I still want to blog non-stop.
This is crazeeeeee.

Today is just another unlucky day...
I waited for the bus for sooooooooooooo long okay!
Even longer than train..
So as expected, I was late.

I wouldnt be late if...
...the bus came earlier.
...I didnt go to the wrong block.
...I didnt go to the wrong level.

I almost cried man.
I couldnt believe that Im so stupid.
Or rather, have no sense of direction =.=

Me: "Cherrr, you got take my attendance not?"
Teacher: "You are?"
Me: "Michelle"
Teacher: "Errr, nope. You came quite late right?"
Me: "No what. Only late by a bit... I went to the wrong level"
Teacher: "Okay... I'll take note..."

OMG.
TAKE NOTE OF WHAT?!?
He didnt say it properly!
Oh man..
I hope that he took my attendance.
If not, I'll..... do nothing.

Next was psp-ing.
The lectures were so boring.
I swear I was falling asleep.
Played "Audition".
Dont laugh. I know its a.. quite stupid game.
But its fun okay! Well, at least for me.
WOOHOO, I feel like dancing now too! HAHA.
PSPS today was alright.
I dont know whats wrong with the teacher?
She came over, gave me a pat on my head and keep "sayang-ing" my shoulder.
LOL, I kept trying to move away from her can. HAHA.

My aunt gave me a missed call.
She said she wanted to bring us out for icecreams.
Dammit.
My phone was in silent mode.
T.T

I should die.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:29 PM

The truth.
It hurts?
No idea.


I think I better go to bed now.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:28 AM

School today was from 8am to 1pm! :D

Gen and I happily skipped Maths Lecture.
Went for our lunch cause I was really hungry.
Just after we've finished eating, our friend sms-ed and told us that the teacher will be marking attendance.
We "ran" all the way back to the LT okay!
Okay, maybe Gen wasnt but I was like walking SUPER fast.
But still, I couldnt catch up with her =.=
I walked so fast till my muscle ache lah! LOL.
So exggerating uh?

Went Bugis.
Then to City Plaza.
Then to Parkway to play pooooooooool.

Bought donuts! :D
WOOHOOOOOOOOOO!
IM CRAVING FOR ANOTHER ONE RIGHT NOW!

Im so tired now lahh..
But walau, have to so some research for the new project or something.
I hate school lah.







I knew it.
I'll never be the one.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:52 PM

At this time, I should be sleeping.
Esp. today because I'll be having lesson at 8 in the morning.

So this was what I've been doing for the past few minutes.
I looked at myself in the mirror.
Unfortunately, I wasnt prepared and gave myself a shock when I looked into the mirror.
I then try to kill myself with a "gun"
Too bad, Im still alive.
It was just my finger.

After using the worst thing in this whole wide world, even worse than cheese, I tried to kill myself again.

Can you guess whats the thing?
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WEIGHING MACHINE!!!!




Obviously, I dont look like the man.
But obviously, I wanna do exactly what he wants to.




Gotta' try to kill myself again.
Bye.

Oh before that, I'll be killing Miss Rochers, Mr Lollipops, Mdm Chicken wings, Miss Onion rings, Mr Fries and many others whom I love.
I dont wanna be alone after I die.

Just dont ask Mr Weighing Machine to accompany me.
I dont like him, seriously.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:24 AM

Went to Parkway with Miss Liar just now.
Or should I say, yesterday? HAHA.
Sama-sama lahh..

Walked around for a while and saw Xuan-knows-who.
WOOHOO! HAHAH.
Went to my grandma's house after that.
Since she didnt cook, we went Farmart for dinner.
The chicken wings, onion rings and fries there are super nice!
:DD

Came back home and then went to meet Xuan for supper!
There's so many people at Mac okay!
I bet they're all studying for the O's.
Muahahahaaaaaaaaaaaa.
I miss those days man!
I was really happy at that time.
But now?
Not anymore.

Alrightttttttttttttttt, its late now.
Goooooooooooooodnight! :D





The happiness used to be mine, isnt it?


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:57 AM

Guess where I went for dinner last night?
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Swensen's?
Nope...
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Sakae Sushi?
I want to.... but nope...
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Fish&Co?
I dont like it man..
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You want the answer?
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Okay, I'll give it to you...
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TIAN TIAN HUO GUO!
Happy steamboat or whatever lahh..

It was my first time there!
Coincidentally, I saw my classmate there! Woohoo!
I like bumping into people I know. LOL.

Ate all the way from 7pm to 9plus.
FREAK MAN!!!!!
I bet I gained those kilos back.

When my uncle came to pick my aunt up, he was riding on his darling, Harley.
Err, the motorbike? Correct spelling?
WAHHH FREAKING COOL.
At least for me....
Well, he was not alone.
His friends came along too.
ALL OF THEM were riding Harley.
And there were like 6 of them?!
Wa sehhhh. Very zai uh!

Alright, gotta bathe now.
Will be going out later!
Yes, like finally man..................



i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:56 PM

What makes you happy?



Making you laugh..
Chatting with you..
Sending you my favourite songs..
Disturbing each other all the time..

All these give me a simple reason to smile.

Even if Im not the one who can make you smile, its okay.
Just as long as you're happy.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:01 AM

Im starting to hate Fridays.


I simply have nothing to do at home.
I feel like sleeping now but I wont be able to sleep at night.
I feel like watching vcds but Im too lazy to turn on the teevee.
I feel like asking my friends out but I doubt they're free.
I feel like shopping right now. Its okay to shop alone but I've no money. Pathetic.
I feel like meeting up with my friends at Simpang tonight but I've something on.
I feel like listening to my mp3 now. But whenever I turn it on, I feel so irritated.
I feel like eating chocolates. But when I look at my fucking fat body, I can only swallow my saliva.




Is gossiping what girls like to do?
Yea, I admit I gossip too.
But Im afriad that some things will change when I open my big mouth.
So from today onwards, Im going to keep my mouth shut.
Please dont tell me about anything.
I dont mind if you guys leave me alone.
So is this called.. emo?
If this is, okay, I'll admit too.
Im emo.
and I tell you what, this feeling totally sucks.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
3:08 PM

Again, I've to say how much I hate school.
Not because I've nothing to blog about okayy. LOL.
I seriously think its because of that.
You know what?
Being in a bad mood sucks.
Esp in the morning.
and yes, Im experiencing that every morning, without fail.
Seriously, fuck it.
I didnt do anything wrong to deserve that.

I really hate going school.

Nevermind.
So I've have been sleeping very early recently.
Tuesday: 10plus.
Wed: 10.
As for today...
Lessons ended at 4 instead of 6!
No tutorial!!!!!!! :D
Went ITAS to slack and went home after that.
Fell asleep at about 7 and woke up at like 10 to bathe.
Freak man, I sleep too much.

And guess what?
Im going to sleep now.
HAHAHAH.
Oh ya, one more thing.
I DONT HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.
Meaning, I can sleep till I rot. HAHA.

Goodnight peopleeeeeeeeeee [:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:45 PM

We did some colourings today! :D
Funnnnnnnnnnnn.


As for the three hours break..
Well..


Went for my Cds lesson after that.
I was super scared and nervous lah okay.
But its alright now because I've made new friends! [:
Ohya, there's only one cool person in my class and thats... ME.
LOL, just kidding.
But there's really one.

And one thing about my new classmates.
They dont like to laugh =.=
When I thought that the teacher was funny and laughed, no one laughed. Whathelephant. HAHA.
And the new friend I've made laughed just because... I laughed.
Woohoo. What a joke. LOL.

Okay, Im going to bathe now and sleep.
Yes, I know its super early.








Those words that you whispered into my ear.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
8:11 PM

I WANT TO CRY NOW.
BUT WHENEVER I TRY TO, I FEEL LIKE SHITTING. LOL.


Okay, I was just kidding about the shitting part.
But I really feel like crying.
Why?
Very good question. [HAHAHAH]
Cause of the Cds class tomorrow.
I'll be having new classmates.
New classmate = Me, feeling shy = Keep my mouth shut for 2 bloody hours/sit at one corner and cry = Die, die, die.


Oh my shitty mama,
this sucks.


Oh ya, another shitty thing.
Know what? ALL my new teachers suck.
They're very boring people, just like me.
But I swear they're worse.
This sucks even more.

School, YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK SUCK SUCK!
[Trying to imitate you-kno-who. Dont know? You suck too. HAHA]


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:37 PM

Fuck school, seriously.
I dont know why I hate school so much now.

Like what people say,
"Today will be a better day"...
I dont know if its true.
But I really hope so...








Big girls don't cannot cry meh?


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:33 PM

First day of school.
It sucks, like totally.
Everything seemed so wrong.

10 things that happened:
1. ..... [Just something very unlucky]
2. ..... [Shits happen]
3. It was raining elephants and dinos.
4. I couldnt find the classroom and I walked up and down and up and down like a stupid idiot. and I think people who saw me thought I was crazy.
5. I had a stomachache [this word looks wierd...]
6. I forgot to bring my keys and I had to wait for my mom at the void deck for 98394813 years.
7. I quarrelled with parents. Fuck it.
8. My parents went for dinner while I went home. Cb, there's a fucking cat outside my house and I didnt dare to go home.
9. I was watching tv at the coffee shop and the stupid auntie sitting in front of me just couldnt stop moving. Knn.
10. Its the first day of school... [This is already bad enough]

I really hate school.
Really.





Im not a robot.
Stop treating me like Im one.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
6:20 PM

EDITED

So for this week, I've been going to the hospital everyday.
Im such a nice grand daughter, duh. Lol.

I went cycling today!
DONT EVER CYCLE WITH LIMYIXUAN.
She's a very bad friend, you see.... HAHAHA.
She didnt even wait for me lah, walau!
I swear I didnt cycle very slowly!
REALLYYYYYY.
The bicycle was damn lousy.
The chain was like loose or something. Uh huh?
I dont know about bicycles, thankyou.

On our way back, we went to the beach.
Took 3184789317 photos [AHA, kidding] and I kept playing with the super-small-and-cute hermit crab.
I was picking up the seashells...
One of the seashells "moved".
And I thought that my fingers felt sticky.
When I looked at the shell I was holding on to, I freaking saw legs coming out from it.
I screamed and threw that damn thing onto the sand.
Xuan came over and shouted:
"EHH! HERMIT CRAB!"
And I spent like half an hour playing with it and wanted to bring it home. HAHA.
But of course, I didnt =.=

Went to play bowling after that.
I dont know whether its because I was feeling very giddy or because of my jelly legs,
the damn ball kept going into the "lang gao"
Xuan kept laughing at how lousy I was and I kept pretending that I've something on and needed to go home. HAHA.

I was freaking giddy.
My butt was like superduperluper painful.
My legs were super tired.
However, I really enjoyed myself [:

I'll just pray hard that my legs wont feel painful tomorrow.
Yes, tomorow.
I'll be back to hell T.T
I seriously dont want to go back to school.
Im enjoying my holidays lah, dammit.


5 reasons why I dont wanna go back to school:

1. I didnt shop much.
2. I didnt shop muc...
3. I didnt shop mu...
4. I didnt shop m...
5. I didnt shop...

Oh, sorry.
I was a lil.. bored.
and I guess I was just being lame.
So, here come the "real" ones.

1. I didnt shop much. (For real)
2. I didnt enjoy much.
3. I didnt sleep enough.
4. I didnt get to go to HongKong.
5. I didnt get to work.




I. DONT. WANT. TO. GO. BACK. TO. SCHOOL.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:53 PM

My new timetable's out!
It sucks because, I need to be in school at 8am every Monday.
but it rocks because, I DONT HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY!

Me: "Daddeeeee, walau, suck eh. I've to reach school at 8am every Monday"
Dad: "GOOD. You know what? You're like a pig man"
Me: " (Rolled my eyes) HAHAH! HOHOHO! I FRIDAY NO SCHOOL!"
Dad: "WAH! SO GOOD UH!"

Muahahahs.
But walau, Im going to have new classmates for my cds tutorial.
This sucks lah.
I. DONT. WANT. TO. GO. TO. SCHOOL. ANYMORE.
Im super anti.
I dont wanna make new friends.
Im very sure they're not going to be my best friend forever or whatever shit.
I hope they leave me alone. LOL.
Just kidding.
Maybe it's better to know more friends? (:

Tolong tolong uh, I hope they're nice people.
Or I'll.... do nothing.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
2:25 AM

Blame me when you're sad.
Blame me when you're pissed.
Blame me when you're having mood swing.
Just blame me for everything except when you guys are happy.

Enough.
But Im fine with all these.
Really.
Just blame me.

Look for me only when you need help.
Look for me only when you're bored.
Look for me when you need anything from me except when you're enjoying yourself.

Im fine with all these too, seriously.

Fuck you if you think Im acting emo.
Fuck you if you think Im trying to gain sympathy.
Fuck you for whatever you're thinking.

Its okay if you dont care.
Its okay if you're not understanding enough.

Its only right that you think you should blame everything on me.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:45 PM

Im just the girl next next next door.
Or maybe, I dont even exist.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:40 AM

I've forgotten to make wishes on my birthday.
and I've 99 wishes now.










Please let them come true.
[:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:31 PM

Guess what I had for dinner yesterday?

LAKSAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! :DD

Damn yummmmmmmmmmy lah okay!
I ate so much yesterday...
Laksa, Popiah, Fishballs, ChaiTaoKueh and Satays.
Waaaa piang eh.
Super fattening can...

My stomach needs to speak.
"Auntie, one more bowl of laksa pleaseeeeeeeeee"
(Okay, this is crap)

Oh by the way, I had Prawn Noodle just now.
Shitty mama!
At this moment, all I can think of is food, food and still food.



Mmmmm..
I feel like having bbq chicken wings now....


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:22 PM

IM BACKKKKKKK! :D
Ohya, before I forget, SELAMAT HARI RAYA!


First day
I thought I was bit siao to be able to tahan till 6pm. (Remember the chalet? I didnt even sleep for one min.)
But no.
At like 0605pm, I told Xinyan:
"EH TELL YOU A SECRET. I WANT TO SLEEP"
I. Fell. Asleep. Immediately. LOL!
(Thats what I heard from Xy lahh.. But like, so exaggerating can!)
Woke up 1 hour later for toilet break. HAHAH.
Fell asleep at 7pm again.
Woke up at bout 8pm for dinner.
We lost our way!
Instead of reaching our relatives' place, we ended up in KL. HAHAHA.
Reached the place only at bout 11pm.
So late okay!
Im fine with it.
But, my butt... super pain lahhh.

Anyways, the houses there are VERY cheap.
One of my relatives' master bedroom is FREAKING biggggggggg!!!
TWICE THE SIZE OF MINE!
And its so cheap lahhh....


Second day
I was the last to wake up.
Went for breakfast.
Bak Kut Tehhhh!!! I likeeeeeee! :D
But.. walau, they ordered one super small bowl of BakKutTeh..
How to drink...
Nevermind! You're on diet, Michelle!
Went around visting our relatives and went for shopping!
Oh man, at least when I go Bugis street, I still can get something....
There uh... Alamak..


Third day
HAHAH, I was still the last to wake up.
Had Dim Sum for breakfast.
Damn niceeeeeeeeee! :D
Anyways, we went shopping again.
This time round, we did buy somethings.
But not for ourselves =.=
Xy bought t-shirts for her dad and bro while I bought it for my cousin.
I think we stayed in the shop for more than half an hour =.=
Went to eat at A&W!
The waffles were okay only..
But the onion rings and curly fries were great!
Oh ya, the onion rings...
Freaking pathetic okay!
Only got 5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Trying to kill myself...)
Next was home sweeeeeeeeeeet home! :D


Random
I WANT TO GO AGAIN LAHHH!
I WANT TO EAT BAK KUT TEH.


Today
Woke up only at 3plus. Ohmyshittymama.
I still think that I ate a lot in Msia.
But heng I never gain weight uh...
Gotta bathe now!
Have to visit my grandma later.



Pictures will be uploaded tomorrow!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:12 PM

5 things about this damn holidays:

1: I've been bathing at 5 everyday. (Yes, Im a smelly girl. HAHAHA. So after I bathed just now, at about 12, I thot it was 6 already. Whathelephant.)

2: I've been skipping my meals. (NOT BECAUSE IM ON DIET. Im too lazy to eat.)

3: I never eat breakfast. (But WOOHOO, I FINALLY ate breakfast today!)

4: I've been spending a lot of money. Its not that bad. But its that bad when Im like, jobless.

5: I blog almost everyday. (Very sorry uh.. I know my blog is very boring...)



But seriously, how many people read/know about my blog? LOL!
Freaking pathetic.







Ps. Sorry, Im too bored now.
Pss. Im still not tired. Whathelephant.
Im quite stupid lah. I dont know what the heck is PS.
Some people type it as "PPS" but I prefer "PSS".
Okay lah, hor?
Anyways, PS like Pi Sai.
Manda's favourite. HAHAHA.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:40 PM

Reached home at 7plus in the morning.
Went for Gen's friend's (Err yea. So complicated uh huh. LOL) chalet.

(Thinking about what to type. I seriously cant think now)

Oh ya, actually, I wasnt supposed to stay over at the chalet...
Mom: "No, you better come back home"
Me: "HARR. But no one is leaving. I dont want to. PLEASE LAH"
(after 1 hour...)
Mom: "Why arent you back home? I didnt say you can stay"
Me: "Walau! You didnt even reply me! How I know right..."
Mom: "Still talk so much. Come back earlier"

Heng uh! When she replied me, it was like 3am already lor!
How to go home!
Taxi? NO WAY LAH! HAHA.
So anyways, the chalet was pretty fun.

I had no choice but to take taxi back.
When I reached home..
Dad: "AH YOYOOOOIIIII, why never come home! Why you never even tell me..."
Me: "HAHAH. You're sleeping already..."
Dad: "Ohhh. AH YOI!"

I've been craving for laksa like siao recently.
I almost bought it just now.
Why ALMOST?
The fried beehoon next to the laksa stall looked so good lahhh!
Wahhh, damn yummmmmy.
But nabeh, it didnt taste that gooooooood.
Damn, I should've bought my laksa >:(

Oh ya, I'll be leaving Singapore today.
I'll be going to Malaysia and will be back on Sunday.
Yea, its just so lame.
Im only going for two days. Wtfishball.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:54 AM

Went Vivo with Amanda, the big LOSER! HAHAH.
The last time I went there was..... few months ago?!
THATS LIKE FREAKING LONG LUH...

Both of us were like super excited to go forever21 lah!
But whoa, we just couldnt find anything nice.
Not even a single top.

Shopped around and went to queue for donuts!
OH WAIT....
We didnt even have to queue lah! HOHOHO.
We went to Burger King after that.
First time I crave for onion rings siaaaaa. HAHA.

Anyways, we got our havaianas! :DDD


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:43 AM

Happy birthday Mammeeeeee! :D








i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
3:21 AM

Happy birthday daddeeeeeeeeee! :D
Gave him his present just now.
He went: "HAHAHA!!!! HUAT ARHH! FA ARHHH!!!!"
HAHAHA, my mom asked me to bring him to the mental hospital. Hahah.
Will show you what I gave him tomorrow or something.

Went to the hospital today.
My grandma was supposed to have her operation today.
But because her BP went up, the operation's postponed. Lol.

Stayed in the hospital till 8plus.
Next was dinner at Swensen's!
I loveeeeeeeee! (:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:39 PM

Couldnt sleep this morning. (I slept at 6amplus. HAHA)
I was watching My Girl halfway when my mom came into the room at 4amplus and gave me a bloody big shock. HAHAHA.
I just couldnt sleep lah!
Thanks to the blocked nose and the bloody irritating cough.
They're even more irritating than having constipation lah! Hahah.

Got my black belt, like finally! :D
On the train, I couldnt help it but to keep coughing non-stop.
And one fking cock-eyed uncle kept staring at me as if he's never ever cough before.
I COVERED MY MOUTH OKAY!
ITS NOT AS IF I COUGHED INTO YOUR FACE OKAY!!!!

Headed to the hospital after that.
My grandma's in the hospital and she's having an operation tomorrow.
Im sure everything will be fine! (:

I freaking burst into laughters when I heard something about my cousin....
He plays with his own shits and urine. LOLOL.
He's urhmm, 1years+ only luh.
But its super funny lah! HAHAHA.
I heard that he plays with his shits as if they're playdoughs! LOL.
Oh man, very very very very disgusting but... VERY FUNNY.
He even tried to "paint" the wall with his shits and his maid had a bloody hard time cleaning the wall. LOLOLOL!
So funny lah.....


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:43 PM

Sorry, I cant help it but to blog again.
I GAINED BACK 1/2KG....
Im such an asshole.
Someone just kill me lah kill me lah kill ma lah KILL ME LAHHH.

Shit lah, I wanted to pangsai then now cannot pang anymore.
WHY LIKE THISSSSSSS............


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
5:47 PM

Went to my aunt's house in the afternoon.
Its my cousin's bday! :D
I love celebrating birthdays!
Everyone's! Except... mine =.=

I ate a lot.
a lot.
a lot.
a lot...

My aunt bought my parents a birthday cake as well!
Their birthdays are coming you see...
It was meant to be a surprise!
But...
My dad doesnt want to go for dinner.
I need to go to the chalet.
My mom asked my dad to bring me there.
My dad came immediately, which is like super fast =.=
When my dad reached the place, my mom wanted to leave too.....
Oh man, so we had no choice but to say everything out.
Damn. Its wasnt fun lah.

Went to the chalet after that (:
Jiji wanted to buy Sambal Chilli so we went to Cheers.
Guess what Wc bought when he realised that there was no Sambal Chilli?!
CHA SIEW SAUCE. LMAO.
But we're quite lame also luh.
We went to buy Thai Chilli (?)..
The sweet one, yea? Nevermind...

Playing "Snap" was freaking fun.
LOL! I laughed and laughed non-stop.
Which is good!
Its better than when you're keeping quiet, people think you're.. whats that disgusting word again? Yes, emo.

Reached home at bout 2am.
I want to be like this everyday.
I dont wanna stay at home and rot ):
But I need some money to afford this kind of life.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
2:40 AM

Went for GuanPeng's chalet!
Guess what I ate?
Three.... crabsticks =.=

HAHAH, SO LAME.
and I watched teevee all the way from 8plus to 11.
So cool uh... LOL.
Wanted to take the train home but when I just reached there, "Train Service Ended"....
Okay, so I took bus21 home.
I likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
The ride is super longgggg! :D

I swear I was sosososo hungry when I reached home...
Luckily theres some fried beehoon for me to eat...

And yes, that asshole, Michelle Lee, bloody ate the fried beehoon at 12:30am when she's fucking on diet.

Alrightttttttttttt, time to sleep!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
2:35 AM

I guess I've been thinking a lot because there's simply nothing much to do at home.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:49 PM

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i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:11 AM

HAHAH, shit lah, Im too free.
I've blogged three times today?
I think Im free enough to blog more than twenty times.

I just felt like blogging.
'Cause Im feeling veryyyyy wierd.
Not exactly wierd but, I just cant really describe the feeling.
Every 5seconds without fail, I'll think about the same thing over and over again.
And I can feel that its really affecting me.
For the past 15minutes, I've tried not to think about it by keeping myself busy.
But I really couldnt.
Just now, when I was eating my muffins (Yes, mine. I baked. I eat them even though they dont taste good enough), I told myself not and not and not to be affected and stop thinking about it.
But again, I couldnt.

If Im given a chance, I'll choose to forget about everything.
Even if I've to give up those precious memories.

Coconuthead, I better stop thinking.
If not I wont be able to sleep tonight.
Crap, after coming back from the chalet, and after blogging, I tried to sleep but I cant.
Slept only at 10plus and woke up at bout 1 =.=
What a wierd life Im leadng now. Hahah.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
7:03 PM

Even though Im not a special girl, not a girl with pretty looks nor good personality, I do think that I deserve more than what Im going through right now.
Im not going to give up easily just because I liked the wrong person.
Im sure happiness will find its way here.
Everyone will definitely find their own happiness.
Its just a matter of time..


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:56 PM

I've just came back from the class chalet!
The wierd thing is, Im still not tired. HAHA.

It was kind of boring at first.
and... it was still boring after that. LOL.
No luh, it got a lot better.
"Stress" game with Jolynn.
Mac with Jolynn.
Everything also Jolynn. Hahah.

Walked to the beach with the classmates (:
Enjoyed a lot today and.. yesterday? HAHAH.

I went out with a LOSER (HAHAH) to get her skirt yesterday (:
IRRITATINGGGGGG!
I CANT SPEND MONEY ANYMORE LUHH!
BUT YET, I KEEP SPENDING AND SPENDING AND SPENDING AND SP...
Its okay if Im spending those money that I've earned during the holidays.
BUT NO, IM SO USELESS LAH!
For the previous time, theres job vacancy for me but I cant work on weekends.
And now, Im going Malaysia.
EH, WHAT IS THIS UH. WHAT IS THIS?!!!!
Okay, so we went Bugis first.
She couldnt find any there so we went Fareast.
WALAU, she must really thank me and treat me mochi can. HAHA.

OH YAAAA, TODAY UH....
Or rather, yesterday uh..
I never go home for the first time okay! HAHA.
Not to mention going oversea or camps luh, duh =.=







I still think that Im a very selfish person.
I've never ever thought of knowing about everyone's secret.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
8:15 AM

I've been typing and deleting what I wanted to say.
This has been going on for an hour..

Man, this is driving me crazy.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
2:19 AM

Finally, I felt super tired at bout 3am.
So I went to bed..

But then, I couldnt sleep till 4amplus.
I seriously dont know whats wrong with me.
It is because I sleep too much?
Or it is because.. I think too much?


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
3:11 PM