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AHA! DUMBASS.
















'Cause I've been trying to be so perfect.
Maybe it was just another sweet mistake.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:37 PM

Just came back from Carrefour.
I enjoyed a lot, as much as the kids did. HAHAH.
They're like happily eating those food samples.
If Im not wrong, I was doing the same thing few years ago.
Okay, Im not wrong at all.
I really did lah okayyy. HAHAH.

So, I got myself another pair of FBT shorts.
Errr, thats... all. LOL.

Guess what I ate today?
Chicken porridge... ONLY.
And the strange thing is, Im still not hungry now.

Also, I've not been sleeping well recently.
On Wednesday, I slept at 7amplus.
On Thursday, I slept at 4amplus.
On Friday, I slept at 4amplus.
and today, I slept at 6amplus.
the feeeeeeeeling was super wierd.
It seemed like I woke up after sleeping for a long time.
But at the same time, I felt like I didnt even sleep for 1minute.
The wierd thing is, I still feel veryyyyy energetic.
Yes, even at 7amplus.
NO NOOOO, PLEASE DONT LET THIS HAPPEN TODAY.
I mean, tomorrow.
I know I'll be sleeping after 12am. HAH!

I've been thinking about something...
So I went to ask Xuan...
Me: "EHH! I LOOK VERY DIFFERENT IN PERSON AND IN PHOTOS RIGHT!"
Xuan: "OK ONLY LAH. SO SO LAH"
Me: "HARRRRRRR"
Xuan: "SIAO. I SEE YOU ALMOST EVERYDAY. YOU ASK ME FOR WHAT. SIAO"
Me: "HARRR"
Xuan: "CONFIRM GOT DIFFERENCE ONE WHATTTT"
Me: "SHIT. KILL ME NOW. ASK SOMEONE TO COME OVER TO MY HOUSE TO KILL ME. ASK THAT SOMEONE TO STAB ME MANY MANY MANY TIMES SO THAT I DONT HAVE A CHANCE TO SURVIVE. I HAVE TO DIE IMMEDIATELY. I DONT WANNA SUFFER ): "
Xuan: "SIAO!"

HAHAH! Random random...


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:45 PM

What is it like to like someone?
How do you know hes the one?
Why is it him?



Because of.. love?
CRAP. LOL.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:39 AM

Im feeling super duper luper whatever-per ________ now.
No words can describe how I feel.
No one can understand how I feel.
Im not exaggerating, oh please =.=


MY SUNFLOWERS ARE DYING!!!

OH MY SHITTY HEAD!!!!!
Do you think there're some injections thingy to keep them 'alive' or what?
Do you think I can apply facial creams on them?
Do you think I should bring them to Sentosa for 'more' sunlight?
Oh man, this is driving me crazy.
If I become crazy one day, you'll know why.
Because of sunflowers.

Okay, so for the very first time in my life, I went to pay for the bills.
I was super blur okay!
I didn know which counter to go to...
So I was like;
"ER HELLO, IS THIS THE CORRECT COUNTER TO PAY FOR THE BILLS?"
the lady at the counter;
"YES YES, BUT THE OTHER COUNTERS OVER THERE (points at the other counters) WILL BE FASTER"
me;
"OHHH I SEE I SEE THANK YOU UH! THANK YOU!"
Walau, I think Im super dumb can.

Bought a cake for my cousin!
His bday is three days after mine.
Super cool, uh?
Went to my grandma's house after that.
I skipped both breakfast and lunch.
Kns, I was freaking hungry.
But at the same time, I was freaking full.
HAHAHA, there's something very wrong with me.
Or maybe, my weighing machine. HAHA.

Anyways, I was telling people how lame my dad is but I always cant remember the 'jokessss' he said.
So today, he said something super lame.
I cant believe he said that. LOL.
My cousins were taking out their 'bus pass'....
Okay, thats the 'pass' which they use it to record the payment for the monthly bus fare.
SO CUTE RIGHT!
I USED TO HAVE ONE! :D
Dad; "WOAH, SO EXPENSIVE ONE UHH"
Cousin; "AHH NORRRR"
Dad; "TELL THE UNCLE TO GIVE YOU DISCOUNT LAHHH"
Cousin; "HOW TO SIAAAAA"
Dad; "TELL HIM YOU'LL BE STANDING INSTEAD OF SITTING DOWN. HAHAHAHA"

HAHAHAHAH.
Okay lah, I find it quite funny actually.
Dont you?
AHH YAAA, you people wont understand.
'cause hes my dad and Im his daughter. HAHA.

(:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:56 PM

ADDED;
Peopleeeeeeeeeee, Im back!
With a BIGGGGGGGGG smile on my face! (: HAHAH.
So yep, I met up with Manda at 1:30pm, at Eunos mrt station.
And, HAHAHA, I reached there first!
Too bad for you, loser! :D

Walked and walked and walked and walked around.
We walked for a very long time just to kill time before the buffet starts. Pangsai lahh.
WOOOHOOOOO.
Sakae Sushi rocks! HAHAH.
We had so much fun laughing at the amount of food we ordered, the way we tried to hide from the staffs to.. AHEM SECRET SECRET, and blahblahblacksheeeeeeep.
Our new favourite must-order dessert: Mochi!
Superrrrrrrr nice. Esp the lychee ones! YUM YUMMMM OKAY!

There wasnt any nice movies so we went town to shop.
Got a pair of shoes and a top (:
This kinda explain the big smile on my ugly face. HAHA.

Came back home after that!

Oh ya, there were three very cool people who took bus60.
Walau, I know there're a lot of cool people lah!
But I dont see those people taking bus60 mah!
Okay, I know Im super bo liao to notice them. Uhh whatever. HOHOHO.
BUT uh, surprisingly, all of us (I mean, the 3 cool people and me, the uncool one. HAHA) alighted at the same bus-stop!
One of them is a girl.
Okay, so, like none of my business right?
Both of the guys are pretty good-looking.
One of them is very tall and the other one is quite short.
I tried to follow them. LOLOLOL.
Ohhh man, Im not a stalker!
Followed as in, I tried to catch up with them.
The tall one has a super duper luper long legs so I couldnt catch up with him.
Whereas for the shorter one, he walked to the other direction.
Oh well, so I decided not to 'follow' them anymore.

But, HAHAH, think its going to end just like that?
NO WAY MAN. HAHA.
I missed the lift and so while waiting for another one, the guy walked over!
HE HE HE, we're staying in the same block!
Im going to stalk him one day. HAHA.
Kidding =.=

Nahhh, Im not that desperate for a boyfriend.
I was just kinda boreddd....



_____________________________________________________

I'll be having lunch at Sakae Sushi with my honey, Mandaaaaa!
Oh man, I think Im a sushi freak. HAHAH.
Who cares.
But fuck, I think I'll be gaining the 1/2kg back.


Shithead.
Sushi-head.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:43 AM

Two entries for today, OKAY?! Okay! HAHA.


I just remembered that today is Moooooooncake day!
Is it er, Lantern Festival? Or what?
Whatever it is, I wanna play with the candles and lanterns lah!


Im very happy today cause I lost 1/2kg! I dont know why!
Maybe its a birthday gift from fats. HAHAH.
I remembered that I was still very sad last night.
I was freaking emo because I felt super old.
And when it was going to 12am, I felt super saddddd because my bday's going to be over.
HAHAH, so stupiddddddddddd.
Whatever lah! Im super happy now! HAHA.
My wish: to be a 40kg healthy old woman.

Oh man, I think Im super old. I can go and die now.
Okay, pictures time!
Yes, like finally.
I know my blog's freaking boring....



The celebration at my house.

That saturday night.

London bridge. HAHHHH HAH.

The surprise at 12amplus!

At heeren (:

I love you guys! HAHAHAHA.
Sincere enough righttttttt!

DONEEEEEEEEEE!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
5:56 PM

The surprises from my babies and my cousins were great!
And I was really happy.
Other than that, nahhh, my bday was rather boring.

Went town with Xuan and almost quarrelled just because we couldnt decide the place. Wtf.
And I quarrelled with my mom at 1amplus just because I was fucking fed up at that time.
And I cried like fuck. Im such a loser. HAHAHAHAHAH.
They totally spoiled my moooooood.
But afternooooooooon was great!
Cause I got to eat my Wanton noodleeeeeeeees! HAHAH.

Shopped around and wanted to get my havaianas.
Still, theres no more stock for the one I wanted. Nabehhh.
I got a tube dress! Mom says its for old auntie =.=
Kns, I dont see her wearing that. HAHAHAH.
And being a very very very nice daughter, I bought my mom a wallet!
Its from Ripcurl if I remember correctly. Coooooool yea?
I just wanted her to be more techno.... HAHAH.

I cant shopppppppppppp!
I only spent about 100bucks and my heart ache like fuck.
Im really a loser lah. HAHAHA.

Anyways, my bday this year is super pathetic.
I was fucking hungry when I met Xuan.
And I managed to have my lunch only at 3plus, bout to 4.
The best thing was, I didn even have my dinner lahhh!

So anyways, thanks to those who wished me happy birthday!
Babies! :D
Xinyan and Liwen! :D
Guanpeng! (He smsed me, wrote me a comment and msn-ed me LOL)
JunJun (My da pok pok!)
KimLiang! (:
Wanci
Yuanhui (Kaopeh. HAHA)
JianZhi
Samantha! :D
Teng Feng (The only one who always send me goodnight msges)
Jun Hao
Supeng
Blanche
Yihong (The only one who 'sang' bday song =.=)
Nickel
Raymond (Thanks for the present!)
Chester (?)
Huixian (The super talkative girl in flute section LOL)
Edna (Banananananana)
Diane (Lets go bugies for lunch again! HAHA)
Shafiq
Brina (NANANANANA)
Jason (My son! HAHA)
Jikai (My.... nevermind. LOL)
JunLiang
Lim Yixian! (PRATAAAA KAKI)
Siyuan (Bastard)
Jiajun (The OHHHH's friend cum my cousin)
Iris!
Jiahui
Wanying (Long time no seeeee!)
Dawn
Theresa
Eugene

Actually, I've no idea why I did.
Very few people know about my blog.
And those people wont be able to see it anyway.
Im typing them just in case they see it!
Maybe you think Im super haolian.
Then let it be lor!
CANNOT HAOLIAN MEH. HAHAH.

Will upload the pictures later!
Moooooooooncakes, Im coming!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
2:38 PM

Its my birthday now and I really hope that I can enjoy myself for the next 21hours.
My birthday this year is (still is. HAHA) full of surprises.
Xinyan and Liwen came over just now!
It was a really bigggggggg surprise! :D

Mom; "Someone's knocking on the door"
Me; "WHO!??!"
Mom; "Dont know. Go down and open the door"
Me; "NOOOO. VERY SCARYYYY!!!"
Mom; "GO LAHHH"
Both of us went down...
And we hid behind the curtain.
Mom; -peeped outside.
Me; "OI. I SEE I SEEEEEE. GO AWAY. I WANT TO SEEEEEE"
Mom; "GO OPEN THE DOOR"
Me; "HUH?!?!"
Okay, so I went to open the door and tada! HAHAH. Both of them were standing outside with Ben&Jerry's icecream!
Thanks a lot for the surprise uh! :D

But well, all ended after they left.
Other than being happy, I was feeling rather sad, disappointed and angry as well.
Hahah, nevermind bout that (:

In the afternoon, my mom was feeling really bored and so we went to OG.
And went Sim Lim Tower/Plaza/Centre (LOL) (Whatever it is! I dont care!) to get my thumdrive!
Next was some shopping at OG.
Yeaaaaa, what a place to go.
But I'd rather go there than going Bugis. HAHA.
Daddy came to look for us and we went for dinner (:

Alright, update more later.
Goodnight peeeeeeps!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
3:06 AM

Firstly,

HAPPY BDAY SAMANTHA, my 8years friend! :D
(she likes greeeeeen. When shes in Primary 4 I think. Not sure whether she still like it now. LOL)

After lunch yesterday, I came back home to take a nap.
At around 4plus, my relatives came (:
Yeeeep, my mom invited them over for dinner (steamboat).
Im sure my cousins enjoyed themselve. My room is so freaking messy! LOL.
They're like jumping on my bed, pretending my soft toys are their babies and screaming their lungs out. Oh man..
Oh yea, I think my cake looked so good and cute. LOL.
It looked like someone baked it or something.
But well, who cares as long as its yummy.

At night, I was supposed to meet babies.
I felt super bad for leaving before the guests did?
(Err, 'guests 'sound so formal. HAHA.)
But at the same time, I felt super bad to keep Gen, Manda and Ruth waiting.
Reached the meeting place (Classic? The place where we always play pool at) at bout 9.
I asked one of them to bring me in cause there were a lot of people inside.
So, Gen came out and she was like laughing to herself. LOL.
Went in and they gave me a very pretty and big sunflower! (:
They asked me to go to counter to change pool table 14 to 16.
As a veryveryvery nice and helpful person (LOL), I went.
So I asked the guy at the counter and they were like; "Happy birthday!" and gave me a bouquet of sunflowers!
16 of themmmmm! :D
Freaking pretty! But, it was fucking heavy.
Even heavier than a baby.
I was freaking shocked.
I looked at the guy as if he has three eyes, two nose and 893485930 mouths.
Thanks a lot girls! (:
Manda and Ruth then went to M)phosis IMMEDIATELY after they know that there are new stocks for the slippers.
And the three of us have the same one (:

Went Kfc for a while before cam-whoring. HAH.
Fooling around and all.
Gen and Manda went home while Ruth, Xuan and I waited for my dad at the overhead bridge.
(I didn want to get a taxi and we couldnt! So, Hahah, I called my dad)

Couldnt sleep this morning (I slept at 3plus you see..) because I was afraid that the sunflowers will wither very quickly.
NOOOOOOOOOOO, I dont want that to happen!
If that happens, I think Im gonna cry like fuck. LOLOLOL.

Gen complained that her vessels are swollen! LOL.
Im really really sorry okayyy. Im sorry for not being able to meet you guys earlier.
Not only her! My hands ache like hell too!
I can hardly raise them up. Hahah.

Again, thanks a lot (:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
3:18 PM

Didn manage to blog yesterday cause Xinyan and Liwen came over to my house!
Yeeep, stayover at my house :D
We have it once every year cause of my birthday. LOL.

Okay, so yesterday, I woke up at 7am.
Note: 7AM.
Amazing isnt it? HAHAH.
So yeeep, reached my grandma's house at 8am and headed to Alexandra Hospital (uhh? Correct? HAH)
Left the place at bout 12 and went for lunch (:
Next, we went back to my grandma's house to rest. HAHA.
EH, tired okay..
After that, I wanted to go town to get my havaianas.
Had a hard time trying to persuade Xinyan to go.
But, we went Marina Square instead (:
Got a top and a pair of slippers!
FINALLY.
The last time I bought something for myself was like... dino years ago. HAH.
So I finally picked up the courage to go into the shop to get my havaianas.
Yes, its that scary and I dont quite like the feeling of going into that shop.
But well well, I guess it was my unlucky day.
The one I wanted so so so so much was out of stock, I think.
Didnt bother to ask. Hahah.

Shopped around and decided to go to the arcade!
You know the hitting game? LOLOL.
There are 9 buttons for three players?
There are green, red and blue buttons?
You have to hit the button like some maddos?
If you dont get it, sorry uh... I dont know whats the machine called.
If you get it, good for you. But, no prize for that.
Yeeeep, we were super engrossed in that game and kept screaming and screaming. HAHA.
And not forgetting that I kept losing. Boo.

I saw this very nice Kappa shoe.
But, I cant decide whether to get it or not.
First, I dont like that brand (?) but that shoe was pretty nice.
Second, I think you guys should get it for me. LOL.

Hurried back to my grandma's house to watch the last episode of the 7pm show.
And yep, next was the stayover at my house.

We slept at bout 3am this morning and woke up at 9am?
HAHAHA. Total madness.
But come on, for Big Breakfast, its worth it!! LOL.
Before we slept, we're like chatting?
And I fell asleep first. HAHA. Expected.
So after the breakfast, they went back home. Hmm, to sleep I guess. Lol.

Shall stop here. I think this entry is long enough. HAHA.
Meeting babies after dinner tonight! :D


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:00 PM

Its still growing!
It has grown 0.092217849 cm bigger.




Oh no, I think theres a bomb in it...


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:18 AM

Went Bugis with Liwen! :D
Sakae Sushi was definitely a must, duh!
Both of us were so full that we just sat there and rot for more than half an hour.

Next was the movie, "UNDERDOG"!
Also named the "Shoeshine" HAHA.
I dont like Superman anymore.
I prefer Underdog now.
The movie was pretty goooood!
WELL, at least for me? HAH!
Hmmm, 4.5/5 mad scientists!
Why scientists? Go watch the movie and you'll know [:

But a big no-no if you're going to watch it at Bugis.
Fuck, no wonder people always say that the cinema there sucks.
Today's going to be my first and last time there.
I was feeling so uncomfortable okay!
I thought the chair was freaking dirty.
I didnt want to sit down and didnt dare to lean on the chair. LOL.

Shopped around.
Supposed to get more tops and shoes for myself.
In the end, I bought nothing. Damn.

All I get is a freaking big ulcer!
Damn, its super big.
Almost as big as a pearl (I mean, those for bubble tea. Yeaaa...)


Freak, I think its growing bigger.
OH NOOOO...


UNDERDOG, I NEED YOUR HELPPPPPPPP.

"DONT WORRY! UNDERDOG IS HERE!"
With Underdog's help, I bet my ulcer will get better tomorrow!
Er, I think he can do it, yea? No?
Yes, I think so.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:51 PM

I realised that...
I talk too much.
And, I dont know how to show how much I care, how to express myself.

So, from now onwards, Im going to keep my bloody mouth shut.
Even if Im super unhappy about how things are, how irritating people around me are, how fucked-up I'm feeling now... and how.. whatever and whatever, Im going to keep all these to myself.

Fucking not interested in anything right now.
Not in the mood for anything as well.
Please, I dont want to celebrate my birthday anymore.
Just dont let the day arrive so quickly, okay?



Fuck, I think my prince's dead.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:53 PM

Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?

Tell me why I've such boring life.
Tell me whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Tell me why I've so little friends.
Tell me whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Tell me why am I so fat.
Tell me whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Tell me why is my room so messy.
Tell me whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Tell me why is my birthday coming.
Tell me whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Tell me why am I so irritating.
Tell me whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Tell me why am I so pathetic.
Tell me whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Tell me why am I so lazy.
Tell me whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Tell me why did Jiajun deleted the photos.
Tell me whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Tell me why is this entry like this.
Tell me whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Tell me why is...

Tell me why.
Tell me why.
Tell me why.
Tell me why.
Tell me why.

Crap.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
3:38 PM

Packed my room today.
But uhh.. er... its still very messy. LOL.

So yeaaaaa. stayed at home for the whole day.
Fuck, it was so boring.
I almost killed myself for being such a boring person.

Tried to sleep at 11pm yesterday.
YES! THAT early okay.
But only managed to sleep at 3plus.
Coooooooool.
How cool is that uh.
Dont ask me what I did durign the period of time.
Cause I did nothing at all.

So anyways , today was so boring that I played with the balloons.
The bear looks like a piece of shit.
and the flower looks like an asshole.
Greatttttt.

Fuck, I dont know what to blog about.
Bye.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:27 PM

I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.
I WENT SAKAE SUSHI FOR LUNCH TODAY.

:D
I likeeeeeeee.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:21 PM

Woke up at like, 10am?
Er.. WOW. HAHAHA.

Accompanied my grandma to the doctor with Xinyan and Liwen.
Next was the trip to Fairprice!
Bought jellies, ice-bag (?) and uhh.. lots of rubbish I think. HAHAH.

Went back to my grandma house next!
All of us had chicken chops for dinner and next was games!
Played cards games: Happy Family and Donkey.
It was definitely fun playing with little kids.
HAHAHA. You can easily trick them!

Okay, shall stop hereeeeee....


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:14 PM

Feeling very fucked-up just now.
I guess this was the reason why I was freaking hungry.
So, went KFC with Xinyan for lunch.
After that, we went to exercise. HAHAH.

Trust me, we went to play badminton.
Next was basketball! HAHA.
Super fun!
But it was more like photo-taking session. LOL.

So yeeeeeeeep, the photos are with Xinyan's brother.
Tolong! Send me the photos asap! [:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:09 PM

Supposed to have bbq but there wasnt any good and available pit.
So, yeaaa..
Stayed at home for the whole day.
Was slacking away till I heard that the fucking results are out.
Oh man, I almost died. Really.
I was so nervous that I wanted to shit.
Okayy.... So...
I PASSED! :D
My results are like shit.
But sigh, I think its good enough that Ive passed.

And now I can really enjoy my holidays!
But fuck, my friends are all working.
While Ruth and Xuan's school holidays are ending.
What the alibaba?

Oh ya, went to Lagoon [is this the word I was looking for?] for dinner.
My mom wanted to try this shell thingy... Called gong-gong?
Fuck, I swear its so freaking disgusting!
But well, I tried it.. and it was.... okay. Not as disgusting as what I thought.
OH YAAAA! I saw Mrs Candy Hong!!!
HER HAIR LIKE... So style uh huh.....


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:40 PM

Any of you watched Hey! Gorgeous last night?
Well, I think one of the contestant was freaking bitchy.
But, Hahah, I think shes very pretty lehh...

Nevermind! Its none of my business anyway.

HOHOHO. Time to go out!
Update more when I get back! :D

ADDED;
Went out with Xuan to get my havaianas.
KNN, THE SHOP CLOSED DOWN ALREADY. KNN.
ITS ALWAYS LIKE THIS. Nabeh.
So, walked around and she went to get her photos.
Only one or two turned out.... Nevermind. HAHAHA.
Walked around and went home.
I reached home at like 9plus?
Oh man, my freaking life is so boring...


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
2:21 PM

I thought we can communicate well.
But Im afraid it isnt so.

Well, nevermind.


Im rotting again! HAHAH.
Maybe doing a survey now is the best choice to kill time.

Name: Michelle, duh.
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 0
Shoe size: 6/7?
What are you wearing: Pyjamas! :D
Favorite Number: 7
Favorite Drink: Green Tea
Favorite Month: December! Hmm, another month can? Jan/Feb. I love CNY!
Favorite Breakfast: Mac's big breakfast/hotcakes with sausage!
Have You Ever Broken a bone: Yes, fishbone?
Been on a boat? YES YES!
Came close to dying? Urhmms, nope.
Swam in the ocean? I can only get to drown.
Fallen asleep in school? Duhh, almost everyday.
Broken someone's heart? I dont think human beings' hearts are that fragile.
Cried when someone died? Yehhh...
Fell off your chair? HAHAH. YES.
Sat by the phone? Yeh..
Saved emails? I've 1000plus emails leh... more than 50% are unread. HAHAH.
Been cheated on? Maybe.
Cheated on someone: NO?! Im a very nice person.
Cheated on a test: No. I've integrity.

What is -
Your room like: Very cosyyy!
Whats right beside you? My comic book.
What is the last thing you ate? Wang wang

Ever Had-
Chicken pox: Yes, when I was only 4months old.
Sore throat: DUH.
Stitches: Nope.
Broken nose: NO.

Do You-
Like picnics? YES! Provided I dont have to prepare anything!
Like School? Used to. Not anymore.

Questions-
Who was the last person you danced with? Hmmm, probably my kindergarden friend.
Who makes you smile? Its a secret! LOL.
Who did you last yell at: Cant really remember.
Do you like yourself? Hmm, not really.
What are you listening to right now? My new favourite song! SHE's lun dun da qiao kua xia lai.
Hated someone in your family? No, and never.
What car do you wish to have? Har.. I prefer scooter leh....

Today did you-
Talk to someone you like? No leh..
Get sick? TOUCHWOOD ARH!
Sing? HAHAH, NO.
Talked to an ex? Harrr. dont have lehh.
Miss someone? No one.

Last person who-
Was in your bed besides you: My mom!
Talked to you on the phone: Yixuan.
Made you cry: Uhhh...
You went to the movies with: Babies!
You went to the mall with: GuanPeng and Diane!
You like someone at the moment: I dont think so?

What books are you reading right now? Comic books!
Best feeling in the world? Having the best boyfriend! LOL.
Future kids names: I'll tell you in a few years time!

IM DONEEEEEEEEE!
PHEW.
By the way, the questions are craps lah.
Nevermind.
At least I managed to do something other than rotting.
Gotta bathe now!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:29 PM

How do you know whether you like a person?

No, I have yet to find anyone I like but Im just curious...
What do some people mean when they say...
"I'll love you forever"
or
"I want to grow old with you"

Uh huhhhh.
I really dont understand.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
2:23 AM

Mom tried to wake me up at 1pm.
MUAHAHA. She failed miserably.
I went back to sleep till 3plus.
At that time, she was already at home but she called me =.=
As in calling the house phone.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LAMEEEE.
My mom's so techno.
HAHAHAH.

Bathed and got myself ready.
Met up with my aunts, uncles, cousins, my ah ma and my aunt's maid. HAHAH.
Had steamboat for lunch+dinner!
MMMM. MAMAMIYAAAAAAAAAA~
I likeeeeeeee!

So I was yawning away and my 3yearsold-cousin went;
"AH YOOO. STILL WANT TO SLEEP. SLEEP LAH"
me; "NO BED LEHH"
she; "SLEEP ON THE FLOOR LAH. YOU PIG LEHH"

WALAU EH. Bo dua bo suay.
*no manners.
HAHAHA, but she's super cute.

Anyways, Ive cousins who are damn crazy.
No, they're different from me!
I was playing with my 2yearsold-cousin and he went screaming SUPER loudly.
SUPERRRR LOUD OKAY.
Everyone turned and looked into our direction! Freak!
He was like super hyper suddenly okay.
He threw papers on the floor and started crawling.
At the same time, screaming his lungs out.
He was like.... crazy. No kidding.
As in like people who have mental problem. No joke man.

Headed to the coffeshop after that and met up with my daddy.
Had satays.
WOOHOOOOOO.
Super yummy.
Xuan, dont have to go all the way to Simpang anymore okay?
Even though there's no... Nevermind. Hahah.



Ciao!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:43 PM

Im so glad that I didn spend my last day of the weekdays rotting at home.
Went to Bugis for lunch at the new foodcourt on level3 [:
Went to look for two "leng zai"s after that. LOL!!

Headed to Marina Square's Starbucks to rot and a lil gossipings of course! Hahah.
Went to Simpang after that.
Fucking fulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.
I was [[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[THIS]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] full.
I almost vomitted and Xuan had a stomache. HAHAH.

Anyway, I really enjoyed today!
Thanks people [:
So far uh, today is the best day of my holidays. LOL.
Better than tio-ing Toto or 4D. HAHAH. JUST KIDDING.
I only went out twice this weeeeeek?
Super pathetic.
Laugh at me.




I must be crazy to think about all those stuffs.
Crap.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:41 PM

Edited.
Not booking chalet anymore.

I thot I could sleep at 3plus yesterday [or rather, this morning].
But I couldnt sleeeeeeeep!
I think I only managed to sleep at 6am?
And at 8am, I woke up again.
Surprisingly, I woke up at 12plus!
Freaking early.

Today's another boring day.
I want to go out but at the same time, Im very lazy to.
Xuan and the rest are going clubbing later.
My parents are going out for a movie.
Im very lazy to go to my grandma's house.
Maybe I'll just rot at home, as usual.

Cooked porridge for myself just now.
WOOHOO. Im such a xian qi liang mu. LOL.
Watched LaBiXiaoXin. HAHAH.
Crappy&kiddy show but funny luh.
I almost fell asleep. Im super tired now.
Sigh, a very boring day indeed.

Guess I shall stop here for today! [:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:23 PM

Photo-takings and Simpang just now! :D

Roti Pratas, Paper Pratas, Milo, Green Tea, Chicken Wings & Satay are really sinful!
But, Im sure LimYixuan enjoyed it as much as I did [:

Slacked at the bus-stop and met lots of crazy peeps.
Well, they're either crazy, mad, insane or going banana.
HAHAH.

That girl fucking scared me when she saw a cockroach and screamed.
I swear I screamed so much louder though I didn know there's a cockroach. HAHA.
Went home after that.
Daddy doesnt fail to call me everytime when Im out.
He makes sure he called before 11 and make sure Im home before 12 or slightly after 12.
Im like Cinderella uh =.=

Luckily I came home earlier!
When I reached home, it was only 11plus!
BUT, they're already sleeping so soundly.

Gotta get myself bathed now!
Im very smelly now.
Even worse than smelly tofu. HAHA.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:56 PM

I was tagged by Raymond Chia Guo Hua to do this series of questions.
Im kind of bored now so...


1) Each player of this game starts off by giving 5 weird things about themselves.

2) People who get tagged need to write in their blog of their own weird things as well, and state the rules clearly.

3) In the end, you'll select 5 people to be tagged and list their names.




1) I like to laugh to myself.

2) I'll mistake the ringing tone of my house phone as the alarm clock.

3) I cant eat sushi without the rice.

4) I can listen to the same song for the WHOLE day. [Er, is this wierd?]

5) When Im very angry, I'll scream and scream till I feel better. Well, when Im at home.

[Are those considered wierd? There are probably more =.=]

1. Someone knocks on your door at 2am, who do you want it to be?
My boyfriend [If only I've one, duh]

2. Your boss tells you he/she will give you a $20 raise if you'll do your job naked, do you stay and take the raise?
I'll give him $20 and ask him/her to do it instead.

3. Put yourself in a nutshell.
Im too big for it.

4. Ever seen a ghost?
NO. TOLONG TOLONG.

5. Happy with your body?
NO?! NOT AT ALL.

6. Something about you?
I like to laugh.

7. A place you wanna visit?
Sakae sushi [Perhaps Im a lil hungry now. Cant think of any other than this.]

8. A job you'll never do, no matter how much you were paid?
Toilet cleaner.

9. A band/group you thought was cool when you were 13?
F4?! LOLOLOL.

10.You have a nightmare, who's the first person you think to call?
No one. I'll probably run to my parents' room instead.

11. Wanna have kids before you're 30?
DUH. Im planning to have babies even before 25. HAHAH.

12. A memory from sec school.
The birthday celebrated in school on 23092005.

13. Ever had a crush on a friend's parent?
HAHAHAHA, NO.

14. Do you look more like your mom or dad?
Some say I look like my dad while some say I look like my mom.

15. Something you've always wanted to learn to do?
Playing a Saxophone.

16. How you'd like your life to be in 10 years?
Hmmm, by then, I'll be sitting on a really comfortable sofa with TEN maids painting my nails. After that, my mahjong kakis will come to my house while my maids take care of my kids. In short, I wanna be a tai tai. LOL.

17. Something you learned this year.
How complicated aircons are =.=

18. What do you want for your birthday?
Hmmm, a digi cam and a holga. Maybe I'll include a lot of nice bags. And uh, I want a wonderful birthday party with manymanymany friends there. Hmm, and not forgetting manymanymany new clothes :D

19. Name four things u did yesterday.
Cooked maggie mee for lunch.
Watched how rain falls.
Chatted online.
Watched tv at night.

20. Last item you bought yourself.
Urhms, noodles for Sunday's dinner?

Tagging:
1) Xinyan
2) Genevieve
3) Ruth
[Paused]
[I guess not a lot know about my blog? Lol]
[Hmmm, forget it..]
4) Yixuan
5) Manda

Gen introduced me a really good job with a really good pay as well.
I've no choice but to reject her offer.
Nabeh, I need money badly.
But at the same time, I dont wanna work.
Walauu..


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
3:24 PM

I know when my friends are late, I can really nag non-stop and can be really mad just because of it.
I didn mean it either.
Just think luh.
Who likes to wait, right? RIGHT.

So anyway, this was was happened, as usual.
I woke Miss Lim Yixuan up at 1:21pm.
After rotting for more than an hour, I decided to call her again.
So, I called her at 2:49pm.
Guess what? She just woke up.
No, not before I called her. But only AFTER I called her.
So, she "hurriedly" went to bathe and blahblahblah.
And, she called me back only at 4:43pm.
Uh huhhh. Interesting life I have yea?
Its all about wasting time.

Nevermind, we decided to go out anyways.
We headed to Marina Square to get our straw bags :D
The one I wanted is the last piece.
I thought its kinda dumb to get it cause... its in a pretty bad condition?
So I got the same one as Lim Yixuan.
Its nice too... But, sigh.
I really wanted that ]:

Anyway, mom was kind enough to get me that bag and even offered to get me another havaianas :D
Woohooooooo!
This feeling rocks. LOL.

ADDED;
TOLONG TOLONG!!!!!!!!
WHEN IM SLEEPING, DONTTTTTTT CALL ME.
Unless I promised to meet up that day and you want to wake me up.
Other than that, PLEASE DONT WAKE ME UP.
TOLONG TOLONG!!!
I NEED TO SLEEEEEEEEEEEP.
Thank you.
Please dont disturb me when Im sleeping.
And you know it.
This is the reason why my handphone is always switched off.

Raining and raining non-stop.
This is crap.
Stayed at home for the whole day.
I should've slept more.....
-______________________-


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:17 AM

Dear Michelle,

I dont feel happy recently. I used to laugh and smile a lot. Its as if I was still a lil kid during my secondary school time. But now, its totally different. And, I dont quite get it too. Not to mention my family or friends. I'll be very happy and excited over the slightest thing on earth. And the next moment I know is a sad face when I look into the mirror.

I seriously dont know why. I guess Ive almost everything I need or want. Maybe all these arent enough?

I need money badly cause I think maybe shopping helps a little. I simply need a job. But at the same time, I dont wanna get a job. The past experience was a really bad one. See, I dont know what I want now. I get pissed very easily and I think Im making the people around me feel very uncomfortable.

But no doubt, I still love myself and the people around me.

With much Love,
Michelle.



Oh crap, Im writing a letter to myself.
You'll never guess why.
Not because Im crazy.
But because,
I think the person I trust most is myself.
If you think those things I typed are crap, dont read it.
I know my blog is not password-protected now.
But that doesnt give people a reason to criticise or to bitch about.
I dont know, I just feel that Ive a lot of enemies.
And they're probably very happy to see me like this [:

Aha, Im alright.
And, Im not crazy.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
2:07 AM

i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
9:57 PM