Its 12plus now and I've JUST started to memorize my notes.
My brain's only 1Gb.
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO MEMORISE ALLLL THE THINGS?!
Ahhh, crap.

I've tried to memorize some in the afternoon.
But I've happily forgotten ALL of them. LOL.

I hate this subject to the core of the core of that core and this core! HAHAH.
Shit, Im sorry.
Doctor says Im too stressed and am suffering from dont-know-what-stupid disease :/

Sorry for the entries these few days uh.
I know my blog's already very boring.
But these few days are worse. I know I know..

So Im here to say.....
IM SORRY!

HEH HEH HEH.
Bye.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:18 AM

Its 4am now.
Oh my, A NEW RECORD FOR THIS WEEK. HAHAH.
Or rather, THIS MONTH!

Im such a slacker.
I was supposed to study but I slacked throughout the whole day instead.
Shithead.
There's a lot a lot a lot for me to memorize luh!
And yet, I wasted one whole day doing almost nothing.

I've just realised how timid I am.
Im scared of all living things except plants and human beings.
Plants? Even some! Gosh.
Im easily frightened by what people say.
Like, you-know-what.
Im scared of dark places.
I cant survive without the sun and the lights.
I dont ride on rollar-coasters.
Im afriad of height.
Im afraid of almost everything.
Im really very very very timid.
Worse than what you guys can ever imagine.

AHHHH, Im like still so awake?
Im not tired at all!
Shit, whats going on?!
I havent even yawn yet!

Oh my, but still, Good morning! :D
To those who're still awake, ask me out now leh....
For.... Mcdonald's big breakfast [:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:00 AM

Its about 3am now and Im like, still awake?
I've been staying up till 3 to 4am for almost 4 days.
This is so bad...

I think after the exams, I'll be a really good girl.
I'll sleep early and wake up late. HEHs.
NOOOO, Im totally not excited over the coming holidays.
Not at all. And, I dont know why.

Holidays means..
rotting at home,
spending money just like distributing flyers,
and growing fat.
boohoos.

But to be honest, I quite like the rotting part.
I can rot at home for one whole month without going out.
This also explains why I've been saving a lot of money.
Not a lot but well, AT LEAST I STARTED SAVING! :D
I used to save a lot when I was a kid.
After I entered secondary school, instead of saving, I kept spending money on unnecessary stuffs.
WOOHOO. Tell me Im a very sensible person. HAHAH.
Just kidding.

Okaaaaaay, I guess its time to sleeeeeeeeeep!
Good night or rather, Good morning! :D


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
2:53 AM

Woke up at 5plus today instead of 7plus?
I fell asleep with those fucking notes beside me at like 3plus.
Nabeh, 2 pathetic hours.

When I woke up at 5plus, I immediately took my notes and started revising.
Fuck, I think im going bananaaaaaapapayaaaa.

Anyway, the paper today was okay.
Okay as in, maybe I'll pass.
But I guess it wont be enough to pull up the grades for the past few papers.
Uh.. no point thinking so much now.

After the paper, Gen and I had our lunch in school and headed straight home after that.
Fell asleep while watching the teevee.
Yeh, all the way from 2plus to 6plus.
I didnt manage to study at all luh.



AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
IM SO STRESSED.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:48 PM

My first exam paper will be starting in about 7 hours time?
Please wish me luck.
I reallyreallyreally need it.

I've been doing these three questions for like 2 hours or more?
I really dont understand those topics luh!
Im trying my very best already.
So daddy&mummy, Im sorry if I fail this subject.
Uh huhh.

Its so late now and Im still trying to figure out how to do the three f`questions.
Chatting on the phone right now as well.
Grrrr, nevermind!


I wish I can eat people up like how I eat KokoCrunch.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
2:21 AM

Im having mood swings every now and then.
I think its because of the people around me.
Im like so affected by them okayyy.

I dont feel happy.
Neither do I feel sad/emo(???).
Its just that, suddenly, I'll feel very sian.
I'll find funny things soooooo lame and wont even smile at it for 1 second =.=

Do you think I've depression? LOL.
Just kidding.
I think everything will be fine after these birdshits.

Ps. birdshits = exams.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:26 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH MA!
[Errr, is it today? I cant remember! We celebrated it for like so many times! LOL]

Watched 881 with my grandma, Xinyan and Liwen!
The show was not bad.
4 out of 5 Getais. Hahah.
1 for the touching parts. [Not the part when they touch each other duh]
1 for the funny parts.
1 for the songs.
and.... 1 for one old uncle. LOL.
Some people were like whispering and some were talking.
An old uncle couldnt take it and shouted;
"KUAAA HE DIAMMMMMM!"
["Keep quiet when you're watching the movie" in hokkien]
I swear I laughed SOOOOOOOOOO loudly.
And btw, so many laughed at that uncle. HAHAHAH.
SO PAISEH.

I like the song "Yi Ren Yi Ban"

Ji lang ji bua, gam qieng buay sua....
Ji lang ji su ku, gam qieng jia eh guuuu~
CORRECT RIGHT! HAHAHAH.

Hurried back to my grandma's house to watch CSS2 after the dinner.
SHAWN WON!
Alamak, as expected lah. Hahah.

Gotta start revising my work again.
Boohoos, I hate exams.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:57 PM

I HATEEEEEEE EXAMS, I TELL YOUUUUU.

I think because of exams:
I get fed up VERY easily.
Im getting more pimple.
I feel very tired.
I feel like strangling everyone around me.
I feel like eating and eating and eating like a pig [Okay, I know Im one]
I feel like... hmm... whatever and anything.
...

Oh bloody shitty thing.
PLEASEEEEEEE go away sooooooon.
I really cant stand it!
AND, I REALLY cannot afford to fail okay!

I cant wait to go back to BGSS on teacher's day! :D
Okay, thats if we're going back. Aha.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:12 PM

Studied in school yesterday.
Managed to clear my doubts somehow! [:

Yeh, I guess my life's pretty boring.
Its about studying, going to school and rotting at home. Hah.

But anyways, yesterday was pretty fun!
Managed to really study.
What do you mean by really study?
At home, I'll stare blankly at my books/notes.
Really. And not forgetting to daydream. Hahah.
For preliums last year, I actually daydreamed for 3 HOURS when I was "studying" for geography.
But yesterday was different! Everyone was like, SOOOO hardworking and I had no choice but to study, right? Hahah.

Intended to go to school today as well.
But I was reallyyyyyyyyy tired.
Im still tired btw.
Sorethroat and a blocked nose is killing me as well.
Plus, Im very stressed.
I know I dont study really hard but still, I dont know why, I feel very stressed luh.
I really want to study very hard.
But I just cant.

Ahhh, nevermind.
I think I better study now.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:42 PM

I'm a very sensitive person.


Uh... Okay..
Bye.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:41 PM

Went to school in the morning to hand in my Research Journal.
Next was studying as well as slacking at the airport.
Of course I went Popeyes for lunch!
GREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT! [:

Studied?
Urhmm, maybe it wasnt enough.
I only studied one chapter of Rebus?
And it was like, 3 pieces of paper? Hur hur.
I knew it. I knew that I wont study with Miss LimYiXuan around. LOL.
Next, we gave our "first time" to this place. HAHAH.
Shall not talk more about it [:

We exchanged muffins too!
Hers were aweeeeeeesome!
Mine...... not that bad luh uh! Hahah.

Gotta start studying now!
AS IF...


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:56 PM

I always laugh whenever I know that there're some who viewed my friendster profile.
Just because, I THOUGHT mine's a private profile.
To my horror (Yes, after laughing at people for 93240914 times, thinking that they're dumb), MINE'S NOT!!!!!!!!!!!

WHO'S THE DUMB ONE?


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:50 PM

There're two birthday parties today.
Both are organised by my two aunts.
They sort of quarrelled the last time.
And now, they refuse to give way.
They still decided to celebrate on the same day.
Howell......
WHICH ONE AM I SUPPOSED TO GO?!
My poor Ahma. LOL.
I think she's having headache right now uh.
Not forgetting my youngest aunt!
My second aunt msged her and asked her to help out at her house.
She's having a headache now as well. LOL.

As for me.... I think Im fine with going two places.
Yep. I'll get to eat two cakes!
And, Im going to eat and eat and eat as if Im at Sakae Sushi. HAHAH.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:08 PM

Xuan called up and asked whether we're interested to bake muffins.
I reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally wanted to, but it was raining very heavily.
And because of laziness, I didn go.

But well, that didnt stop me! Hahah.
I went to bake some just now.
You wont want to try them.
They taste like.... flour? LOL.
Nevermind! There'll always be another attempt! [:

Today after school, Gen and I went to look for Amanda.
After that, we went to Engine block for lunch.
(Okay, Gen and I study there but Amanda's not)
When we're leaving the place, as usual, Amanda ki siao. LOL.
She started to hook her hand onto my bag.
Freakkkk, of course I tried to run.
But no matter how fast I run, she just didnt let go!
Gen, the one who's laughing like hell, kept laughing when I started running her shouting;
"HELP MEEEEEEE!! PLEASE HELP MEEEEE!!!"
Well, she started to run like mad.
Amanda and I? We laughed like mad. HAHAH.
Gen ran VERY FAST okay!
We ran all the way from Engine block to IT block!
ONE BIGGGG ROUND OKAYYY. Hahah.
But when we reached IT block, we couldnt find her and we're panting like hellllllllllll.
After a few minutes, Gen called.

She; "EHH. DONT PLAY ALREADY LAHHHH"
M e; "HAHAHA. WE'RE NOT PLAYING! WE'RE FINDING YOUUUU"

Its really funny cause she's panting like hell as well. HAHAHAH.
I think I lost 2kg after the run. LOL.
LIKE REAL.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:58 PM

Yesterday's presentation was quite alright.
At least I passssssed! :D
For the VERY first time, I volunteered to be the first girl to present. LOL.
Because I thot there's only a few people in the lecture theatre.
When I started to walk down the stairs, one came in =.=
Hahah, its over anyway! [:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:01 PM

It's like 0306am now but Im still chatting on the phone and surfing the net.



By the way, I'll be having my Wrtoral presentation in like, 5hours time?
Please, wish me Good Luck.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
3:06 AM

Didnt manage to wake up on time.
Was supposed to wake up at 10.30 but I woke up at 11.30 instead.
Yeh, it was till someone woke me up, duh.

Rushed to school for a quiz and had another after that.
How boring.

Met up with my mom at Bugis to get my belt for the presentation tmr.
Fuck, I reallyyyyyy dont feel like going to school right now luhhh.

Anyway, I've been craving for Prawn Noodles recently.
And I had that for dinner just now! :D
I've been eating too much chicken rice these few days.
Like yesterday, my grandma cooked chicken rice.
Today, I had chicken rice in school and had it during the dinner just now!

Went to KK Hospital to visit my cousin after dinner.
She was suspected of having Mang Chang Yan (Shit, I've forgotten what is it called. LOL. Lousy brain)
But actually, she's only having constipation =.=

ER.....
DIETARY FIBRE'S VERY VERY IMPORTANT, KIDS! [:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:52 PM

Went to Marina Square.
Had lunch there and I reallyyyyyyy love Kenny Roger's Corn Niblets!
AWEEEESOME! HAHAH.

Walked around, hoping to get a formal top for my presentation.
But.... Well, I couldnt find any.
It either I find it too short, or too ugly.
Errrrr, like duh. Hahah.
So I went to Bugis to try my luck.
As you know.. The things at Bugis are very limited.
So, I had to come home empty handed.

Oh anyway, I met up with Miss LimYiXuan at Orchard!
We wanted to watch Secret at Cine but there were too many people ]:
With strong determination (LOL), we walked all the way to Lido.
We didn waste our money, our energy and time!

THE MOVIE WAS REALLY GOOD.

Trust me. If you havent watch it yet, go and watch it.
If no one accompanies you, I dont mind ;)
Yeh, if only you pay for my ticket of course. Hahah.

1.After the movie, we walked to Fareast cause Miss LimYiXuan was feeling thirsty.
2. We slacked outside indochine to watch the live band for a while.
3. We walked to a bus-stop near Heeren.
4. After realising that we've missed the last bus (Damn!), we walked back to Cine cause I wanted to pee.
5. To save a few cents on Cab fare, we walked all the way to PlazaSing and to the Cathay.

Cool, isnt it? Hahah.

Fuck lah, I feel like learning piano again.
I think my mom will kill me luh!
I wasted her money by learning it twice when I was young.

And, I WANT TO WEAR UNIFORM LAHHHH.

A short video clip;

I really like the part when they wrote to each other on the table.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
3:50 PM

Went for the trail at T3 today! :D
Well, it was boring but...... fun as well!
Anyway, Raymond, If you're reading this, HAHAHAH.
You really should die.
Cause I really STEP into the new A380. THRICE SOMEMORE.
Oh, and I got to sit on those new, nice and comfortable chairs as well. HAHAH.

Okay lah, that day was a really fattening day.
At 12, we had our lunch.
And at 3plus, we had our break again.
This time, we had muffins, breads, biscuits and BANANA!
Wooohoooos. Banana rocks. HAHAH.

Went out for dinner with my parents after watching teevee at home.
Okay, lets see what I ate today;
1. Lunch (Rice, Chicken, Vegetables and Fried fish)
2. Muffin
3. Banana
4. Bread with chicken ham
5. One bottle of water (???)
6. Swensen's pasta
6. Calamari
7. One glass of coke
8. Ice cream

A LOT ISNT IT.....


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:48 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!

(As you can see, I love Singapore a lot [:)

So anyways, was supposed to go out.
I really wanted to go out, and I still want to go out.
But well, I'll prolly have to come back home early to celebrate my grandma's birthday [:
So, might as well dont go right... Hahah.

I'll be going Terminal3 tomorrow for.. er..... excursion?
Whatever it is.
Im exciteddddddddd about it! :D


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:06 PM

Post deleted because, I just dont quite like it.

Other than the quarrel I had with my mom, I went out to get ingredients for muffins and a present for my cousin!
I bought Barbie doll for her! [:
Its reallyyyyyyyy cute!
Except the fact that an uncle stared at me as if its against the law for a teenager to play with Barbie dolls.
After the dinner at my grandma's house, I went to Bugis with Yh.
He wanted to get a top for Nationa Day =.=

After I reached home, hahah, you know...
My mom and I started quarreling.

Howell......


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:22 PM

Had Autocads quiz earlier on and well oh well, I didn know how to answer ANY of the questions! Hahah.
Went home with Raymond after school.

Okay, thats all for today.
I need the time to rest and to think.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
5:44 PM

Maybe I should start thinking why are all these happening.
Maybe its just Me. Haa, things are getting funny..

Well, I guess I'll sleep early tonight and tomorrow shall be a new beginning!
I'll change for the better, I guess.

I dont want to trust anyone except myself, anymore.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
6:41 PM

The case I've chosen had this amount in it.
Well, at least Im feeling a lil happy and lucky



(After a few minutes.....)
.
Errrr, What the fuck.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:40 AM

Im always trying to understand how people feel and my mood is always changing.
I want to be happy but it seems that its a lil difficult uh.
(Okay, by now, I think all these are getting a lil emo. If you're feeling uncomfortable or feel like beating me up, please just click on the "x" at the top right hand corner)
No way am I trying to make you guys think that Im always doing the right things and Im an angel =.=
Well, Im just typing how I feel.
I know Im not important to anyone, or maybe, any of my friends.
I know Im not a true friend to anyone.
I know I only exist when no one's accompanying you guys.
I know that Im always forgotten when you people are enjoying yourself.
I know, those who are assuming that its you will think;
"AH YO, SHE EVERYTIME LIKE THIS. MOODY MOODY ONE"
Think whatever you want.
I cant be bothered.
But this is my blog. I think I've the right to say whatever I want, isnt it?
I wonder sometimes.....
Does anyone really need me?
Somehow, I feel damn pathetic.

I used to think that some people have so lil friends.
Now I know that Im actually the one.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:41 PM

i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
5:11 PM

Played pool with Amanda and Gen after school [:
As usual, I kept losing.
WELL.......... USED TO IT. LOL.

So anyways, guess what I had for dinner?
Chicken chop?
Chicken rice?
Noodle?
Bee hoon?

DEH DEH DEHHHH!! WRONG! LOL.
(Okay, this is dumb)
I had kitkat for dinner!

Maybe Im crazy.
Or maybe, Im not [:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
5:05 PM

Yesterday was a tiring day, as well as today.
Was doing WRTORAL the whole night, all the way till 3plus.
And finally got to sleep only at 4/4plus.

So well, as expected, I was late for lesson today.
Daddy woke me up from 7plus till 8plus. HAHAH.
The lesson started at 9 and I reached the bus stop at 9. LOL.
What the heck.

The worst thing had happened.
I didn even get to present my ppt!
I just had to stand there for like, one minute?
All I said was;
"GOOD MORNING. IM MICHELLE"
and
"MY TOPIC IS ABOUT.... ER...."
(I totally forgot about my topic! How exaggerating! Gen had to remind me. Lol. Wtf)
and
"OKAY THANK YOU. I'LL SHOW YOU MORE NEXT WEEK"
LOL. What the fuck, wasted my bloody time to finish this dumb thing.

Went to Tampines ITE for lunch just now!
Had Nasi Lemak [:

Btw, I was supposed to go for remedial.
But Im reallyyyyyyyyyy tired now.
I couldnt take it and came back home.
I think I better sleep now or I'll faint sooner or later.
boohoos.
I still have to study for the two tests tomorrow ):


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
2:37 PM