Im not saying that I need a really memorable birthday this year.
But these few days, I've been having nightmares and nightmares....
Especially nightmares of celebrating my birthday alone.

Well, I dont have a lot of friends and Im not going to have a birthday party anyway. I think luh uh huh.
But those nightmares are scaring me!
Anyway, I had this sweet dream too.
BUT WHY IS IT BIRTHDAY?!
WTF, this is driving me crazy.

First dream was kind of sweet.
I dreamt of a surprise my friends 'gave' me!
I was surprised to see unexpected people there!
Really unexpected! No wonder its just a dream =.=

First nightmare;
I didn quarrel with my friends or whatsoever!
But they didn even bother about my birthday!
When I reminded them that its my birthday and invited them for a bbq party, they rejected me and went out for shopping instead.
I cried like hell and dont know which fucking idiot played the song "Zhu Wo Sheng Ri Kuai Le"
HAHAHAHAHAH. So drama!

Second nightmare;
I forgot all about my birthday.
MY OWN BIRTHDAY.
CAN YOU BELIEVE ME.
THANK GOODNESS. IT WAS A DREAM.
-slap myself.

Third nightmare;
All my friends came to my birthday party!!!!
I was sooooooooo happy and enjoyed myself a lot!
But well, they came only for the food, drinks and some good music.
Well, it was rather disappointing.


YES! SO MANY NIGHTMARES!
WHAT'S HAPPENING LUH...


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:21 PM