I didn want to go to school luh!
NOT AT ALL OKAY!
I felt like shit.
You wont understand how I felt that day.
My hair's like shit.
My fringe's like shit.
Everything was just so shitty lah!
Even when NO ONE was looking at me, I felt as if they whole world is looking at me.
AHHHH.
-slap myself real hard.

Its like damn fucking irritating when someone laughs at your hair.
DO I LOOK LIKE I WANTED THIS HAIRSTYLE, FUCKING SHIT?!
Oh no, I was just kidding!
Im still as gentle as before (:

But I just want to let you guys know, I didn want this hairstyle too!
Something just went wrong.

Okay, shall not talk about my hair anymore.
Its like a piece of shit.
Okay, Maybe its wrose than shit. HAHAHA.
The last episode of "Switched" rockkkkkkksssssss!
I really like it. hehs.

Sometimes uh, I really wonder.
Is there really a guy like "ShiXuan" out there?
Will there be a handsome guy who doesnt mind whether his gf is pretty or not?
Will there be someone as sweet as him?
Will there be someone as caring as him?
Oh no, these are bullshits I guess.
Thats what we see on Tv.
Howell................


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:48 PM