I cant read people's mind.
I wouldnt know whether you people are feeling happy, sad or angry.
Im not a robot.
Perhaps robots cant either.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:59 PM

I really hate Autocads.
What did I do today?
N-O-T-H-I-N-G! Nothing okay!
I started doing it for quite some time and POOOF!
There were mistakes here and there and so, I HAD TO RE-DO.
What the fuck was happening, uh huhhh.

Ate one big cookie this morning, plus some honey cornflakes Gen made [:
Those were for my breakfast and lunch by the way.
I seriously need to lose weight.
Even if you think Im not fat, you cant deny that Im chubby.



;Ohhh my goooooooooooooodness Michelle.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
6:01 PM

Was out for gym and birthday party just now [:

Gym was great!
It would be better without the stupid old guy inside there. Grrrr.
Burnt 200plus calories and well, both Xuan and I gained them back during our breakfast/lunch/dinner at LONG JOHN SILVER. HAHAH.
Nevermind!
I wont give up! LOL.

Anyway, the birthday party was great!
Especially with those colourful balloons! :D


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:55 PM

Oh what the hell.
I slept at 12 and I actually woke up at 4.
And woke up only when someone woke me up.
Oh crap.
I've been sleeping like nobody's business.
Yesterday, on the way to Marina Square, my classmates were all chatting while I was sleeping.
Oh my Oh my.

Anyway, went town with LimYiXuan just now.
But well, we reached there pretty late.
So yea, all the shops were like either closed/closing.
Had my 'dinner' at Pastamania and went home [:




PS. I think my mom's very powerful. She's more powerful than Powerpuff Girls.
-Open mouth wide wideeeeee with a "WOW"


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:39 PM

[Its actually Saturday now]

Had class outing today! [:
Everything went well.
At least better than what I expected luh. Hahah.
Went to play pool and bowling.
And I got so high while playing the "Spot the difference" game!
I love the game, dont you?

After all the games, we went Cafe Cartel for our dinner! :D
There're SOOOOOOOOO many of us that we've to sit outside the restaurant. LOL.
Played the number game after the dinner.
It was damn fun!
The punishment was to drink some disgusting sauceSSSSSS!
Yes, they mixed LOTS of sauces together luh!
Which was like, SO GROSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!
After that, we went to look for toilet.
WHAT THE HELL LUH.
ALL OF US FELT LIKE PANGSAI-ING OKAY! LOL.
I think there's something wrong with the food.........

So anyways, we walked ALL THE WAY to Fullerton Hotel for the toilet.
Yeh, to pangsai. HAHAHA.
AND WAIT, IM NOT KIDDING.

Gen, Jolynn and I went off while the rest went for ktv.
Had an enjoyable day [:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:24 PM

Knn lahhhhh.
Im really really really tired now but I still have work to do.
Fuckshit, I wont do last minute work again ):

Fuck, Im really tired.
Forget t, shall not continue with my work.
BYE PEOPLE! PHOTOS TOMORROW, i think.
-wink (HAHAHAHAH. JUST KIDDING)


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:58 AM

Met up with Xuan and Ruth after school today!
Wanted to go Simpang for RotiPratas, Chicken Wings and Stingrays!
But it was raining and so we wet 85 instead!
YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMY!

NO MORE FOR MEEEEEEEEEE!
IM ON DIET.
YES. FOR REAL OKAY!
DONT LOOK DOWN ON ME!

Took few photos at the playground near BGSS.
Shall not upload them cause....
ILOOKVERYFATINTHEPICTURES.

THANKS FOR READING!
Ps. Im very tired now.
Pss. Im really very tired now.
Psss. IM REALLY VERY VERY VERY TIRED NOW!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:57 PM

I didn want to go to school luh!
NOT AT ALL OKAY!
I felt like shit.
You wont understand how I felt that day.
My hair's like shit.
My fringe's like shit.
Everything was just so shitty lah!
Even when NO ONE was looking at me, I felt as if they whole world is looking at me.
AHHHH.
-slap myself real hard.

Its like damn fucking irritating when someone laughs at your hair.
DO I LOOK LIKE I WANTED THIS HAIRSTYLE, FUCKING SHIT?!
Oh no, I was just kidding!
Im still as gentle as before (:

But I just want to let you guys know, I didn want this hairstyle too!
Something just went wrong.

Okay, shall not talk about my hair anymore.
Its like a piece of shit.
Okay, Maybe its wrose than shit. HAHAHA.
The last episode of "Switched" rockkkkkkksssssss!
I really like it. hehs.

Sometimes uh, I really wonder.
Is there really a guy like "ShiXuan" out there?
Will there be a handsome guy who doesnt mind whether his gf is pretty or not?
Will there be someone as sweet as him?
Will there be someone as caring as him?
Oh no, these are bullshits I guess.
Thats what we see on Tv.
Howell................


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:48 PM

I went to destroy my hair.
And I really did.

My hair sucks now.
like, TOTALLYYYYYYYYY!
):
boohoos.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:46 PM

These are the food I've been craving for for weeks:
` Roti Prata
` Sakae Sushi
` Cookies
` Teppanyaki ( Is the spelling correct? ahhh, whatever :D )
` Swensen's Pasta
` Fried chicken wings
` Bbq food

MMMM, MAMAMIYAAAAAAAAAA~
HAHAHA.

These are the reasons why Im going to be really fat:
` I love to eat chocolates in the morning.
` Every (Almost) maths tutorial, I'll buy Pocky.
` I eat a lot.
` I bought lots of tibits and of course, I wont be able to resist the temptation.

HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW?!
Dont be surprise when you see me the next time.
Im so gonna become '200 pounds beauty'.
okay, except that Im not a beauty.
This I know. LOL.

Okay, anyways, envy meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
IM SO GONNA HAVE SAKAE SUSHI BUFFET WITH BABY AMANDA LATER! :D
BUFFET!!!!!
BUFFET!!!!!
BUFFET!!!!!
BUFFET!!!!!
BUFFET!!!!!
BUFFET!!!!!
BUFFET!!!!!
BUFFET!!!!!
BUFFET!!!!!
BUFFET!!!!!
BUFFET!!!!!
BUFFET!!!!!
BUFFET!!!!!
BUFFET!!!!!
BUFFET!!!!!
BUFFET!!!!!
BUFFET!!!!!
BUFFET!!!!!

Okay, another reason of becoming fat.
And I guess you guys know the reason.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:42 PM

Must be wondering why am I still wake?
All because of APEL okay!
I was like thinking to hard to answer all the questions.
Freaking boring and I almost fell asleep!
Anyway, I enjoyed by answering stupid questions!

One question went like this;
"In 80 years from now, I hope to be surrouned by the most important people in my life. This is who they re and what I plan to be doing:"
So, I answered it this way;
"By this time, my family, my relatives and my friends are very important to me. At this stage of life, I will be in the coffin lstening to monks chanting."
HAHAHAHAH. what the hell.

Another one;
"If I have all the money and time in the world, to do anything I wanted, I would like to do the following things:"
And I answered it this way;
"I will buy a bigger house, I will travel around the world and I will go for Sakae Sushi buffets"
LOLLL. I hope my APEL teacher doesnt mind!
Im not trying to be a bad student or whatsoever.
But, all these are facts!

So teacher, I hope you dont do "counseling" with me again (:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
2:10 AM

Im not saying that I need a really memorable birthday this year.
But these few days, I've been having nightmares and nightmares....
Especially nightmares of celebrating my birthday alone.

Well, I dont have a lot of friends and Im not going to have a birthday party anyway. I think luh uh huh.
But those nightmares are scaring me!
Anyway, I had this sweet dream too.
BUT WHY IS IT BIRTHDAY?!
WTF, this is driving me crazy.

First dream was kind of sweet.
I dreamt of a surprise my friends 'gave' me!
I was surprised to see unexpected people there!
Really unexpected! No wonder its just a dream =.=

First nightmare;
I didn quarrel with my friends or whatsoever!
But they didn even bother about my birthday!
When I reminded them that its my birthday and invited them for a bbq party, they rejected me and went out for shopping instead.
I cried like hell and dont know which fucking idiot played the song "Zhu Wo Sheng Ri Kuai Le"
HAHAHAHAHAH. So drama!

Second nightmare;
I forgot all about my birthday.
MY OWN BIRTHDAY.
CAN YOU BELIEVE ME.
THANK GOODNESS. IT WAS A DREAM.
-slap myself.

Third nightmare;
All my friends came to my birthday party!!!!
I was sooooooooo happy and enjoyed myself a lot!
But well, they came only for the food, drinks and some good music.
Well, it was rather disappointing.


YES! SO MANY NIGHTMARES!
WHAT'S HAPPENING LUH...


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:21 PM

Im not looking for a boyfriend anymore.

But somebody to love,
Somebody to hold,
Somebody that I can feel in my blood,
Somebody to own,
Somebody to make me feel I'm in love.





I wonder how wonderful love♥ is.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:43 PM

Im going to be quite random.


; I was late for the first lesson.

; Autocads lesson started at 2 but Gen and I actually went to class at 1 =.=

; Autocads totally suck. Especially today! I did EVERYTHING before realising that I've forgotten to save the previous one. So, I've to RE-DO okay!!!! But thanks to Gen, everything's solved (:

; I HAD SO MANY PRAWNSSSSSS TODAY! And Im feeling very happy about it! :D

; I was feeling really warm just now and so, I switched on the air-con. And now, Im sneezing. Uh huh...

; SHAWN'S BACK INTO THE CSS2! HE GOT IN!

; Im feeling fat. Im seriously fat lah okay! Okay, even if you disagree, you got to agree that Im chubby ):

; I screamed when I looked into the mirrow. Im having so many pimples that I couldnt/cannot recognise myself.






What the fcuk, my life's kind of miserable uh. LOL.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:57 AM

I think "Chocolate Ice" 's nice.
Listen to it, people.



Anyways, I was browsing through my own friendster profile and this stupid thingy kept popping up luh!
Nb lah, Im freaking pissed okay dumbass.

Okay, this is the thing;



I DONT NEED FREE STUFFS LUH KUKU HEAD.

(after ten minutes)
WALAU EH, I REALLY DONT NEED FREE STUFFS LAH NEHNEH.

I managed to view other peeps' friendster profiles anyway.
AND KNNBCCB, I HAVE THE SAME SKIRT AS HER, I THINK.

Ahem, sorry for being vulgar.
I couldnt help it...


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:12 AM

About yesterday's post, I was just kidding :D
But the one about the thumbdrive was true.
I reached the bus-stop and began to stone.
Remembering that I've forgotten to bring the damn thumbrive, I went back home angrily.
And by the time I reached the bus-stop the second time, it was like damn late already lah!
Okay, by the way, the one about Gen not coming to school and being alone at the library were true as well.
I think I cant live without her. LMAO.
I was like damn emo lah okay! LOL!

So I guess yesterday wasnt that bad luh.

I went to City Plaza today for Arnold's! (:
I remembered going there quite frequently when I was young.
Yep, so, I suggested going there for lunch.
Walked around and headed home.

Lets talk about dinner.
I think I almost died. SERIOUS!
There's this woman who didnt shave and wore a really tight sleeveless top.
NO WAY AM I SAYING ITS WRONG.
But this was what happened....

She; "CAN I BORROW YOUR NEWSPAPER?" (In chinese)
Daddy; "YEA, SURE"

And she even wanted to put her freaking big bag on my mom's seat okay!
(My mom was buying food.)
I told her my mom's sitting there and so, she went to the table next to ours.

She; "ANYONE SITTING HERE? (In chinese of course)
Young man; "NO"

And she's damn blind. She actually wanted put her big bag on a chair with the guy's stuff.
The guy IMMEDIATELY took his stuff away. (LOL)
After she finished reading the newspaper, she walked over to return it to my daddy.
Then, SHE STOOD THERE AND TALKED TO US =.=
She's freaking unreasonable luh.
She told us that she tried to borrow newspaper from a person sitting near blahblahblah but the person rejected her.
SHE TOLD US SHE WANTED TO QUARREL WITH THE PERSON.
WALAU, LIKE, none of our business mah auntie.....
SUDDENLY, she walked towards me and tapped my shoulder.
I HAD A SHOCK MAN!
Gess what she asked?

She; "DO YOU HAVE WATER?"

Uh huh, I was like, shocked.

I almost choked.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:01 PM

Well well, as you guys know...
Today is the friday the thirteen!
Brrrr, scary isnt it. HAHAH.

So, my morning started off like this.

;When I got out of the house, damn fucking shit! I skipped on cat's shit!

;When I was out of the house, I realised that I forgot to bring the dumbshit thumbdrive!

;When I was on my way back home to get it, I kana bird shit. nabeh.

;After I bathed and got myself ready,Gen said that she was tired and didn come for the morning lessons =.=

;Im sitting alone in the library now.

OH MAN, I think my life sucks.
I think I can go and die already.

I'll update more about the suay things when Im at home.

i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:39 AM

things to do and yet feel bored?
aha, thats what im feeling now, right now!
its not really that boring.
but the thought of the project i've to do......
EWWWWWWW! FREAKING HELL! LOL.
ahhhh, total madness luh!
so anyways, attended only three hours of lessons.
how cool is that, you tell me.

school sucks lah okay!
esp with AUTOCADS.
its like a fucking piece of shit luh. LOL.
i really hateeeeeeee it!
i get so vulgar whenever im working on it!


so i guess my life will get better if there's no AUTOCADS, REBUS, FACOM and EMATHS!
ooops, i guess i should just quit school. hahah.
at first, i thought poly life would be damn interesting!
now im wrong.
i think im happier when im in Secondary4.
tell me about it, people.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:18 PM

lets not talk about school.

went for strudels after school with the two RP kias. LOL.
nah, just kidding!
they're my babies!

while waiting for them to travel all the wayyyyyyyyyyy from woodlands to bedok, we went to Cold Storage!
and i got myself balloons! yeh, those long longggggg ones! :D
so again, while waiting, Gen and i played with the balloons. HAHAHAH.
and aha! we made two balloon dogs!
-grin like a small kid.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:14 PM

i embarassed myself by putting my head near the closing door.
and hell yea, the door hit my freaking big head.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!"
my head screamed.
as well as my coconut brainy (:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:11 PM

didn update this ass yesterday because i slept SUPER early!
as early as 10plus okay!
wasnt in a good mood yesterday.
all because of a damn phone call.
its super lame lah. but whatever.
be it im crazy or what okay!
well well, i wasnt very happy because.....
my mom woke me up at 1plus =.=

i was reallyyyyyyyyyyyy tired whatttt...
trust me for once, i didn smile the WHOLE DAY.
freak, i almost killed myself by doing that. LOL.
worse still, i ate very little.
so not like me lah! LOL.
had steamboat for lunch and i didn have any rice okay!
first timeeeeeeeeeeeee!
and when its dinner time, i die die also dont want to eat.
die also dont want okay! LOL.

in conclusion, im mad (:
LOL. just kidding people!

but i guess im really crazy.
for the past few days, i've been like a baby =.=
there's this particular night, i kept screaming okay! LOL!!!
i dont know why lah. HAHAHH.
the next day, my mom sms-ed me.
she; "ARE YOU STILL OKAY?"
me; "WHAT OKAY NOT OKAY. IM OKAY WHAT"
she; "NO. YOU WERE MAD LAST NIGHT"

HAHAHAH.
yo people, i think im back to normal (:

so anyway, nothing much happened today.
woke up and had my lunch at 11.
so early uh huhh?
next was tv time.
all the wayyyyyyyyyy till 8 plus.
just packed my room.
i hope it doesnt get messy that soon.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
9:58 PM

TODAY'S BALL DAY! LOL.

okay, let me explain that later.
this morning, i received a very shocking call.
it was from Xuan.
i was freaking shocked, seriously.
so i picked up the phone.
she;"EH. IM DOWNSTAIRS!"
me; "HUH!! WHERE!!!"
she; "YOUR HOUSE HERE LAH"
me; "WTF ARE YOU DOING HERE?!"
she; "GO YOUR SCHOOL LAH"
me; "SERIOUS?! YOU'RE SCARING ME. LOL"
so yea, she went to our school.
not to study.
but to play game =.=

okay, let me explain the ball day. LOL.
we played bowling and pool!
so coooooooooool!
no? then forget it lah.
i'll let you off this time.

was supposed to buy some clothes or something but i ended up spending my money on food and those ball games. LOL.
yes, i think you should know what i meant.
I EAT A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT TODAY!
in the morning, i had my breakfast.
when it was lunchtime, i shared Laksa with Xuan.
when we reached Marina Square, i ate Strawberry and Banana with Waffle. (something like this)
after that, Gen left while Xuan and i went airport to slack.
before slacking, we went Popeye for our dinner and POOOOOF!
IM BANKRUPT. LOL.
im left with coins okay!!!!!!
damn PATHETICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC.
okay, back to the topic.
we slacked all the wayyyyyyyyyyyyy till 10plus and went home.

okayimdonebye!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:48 PM

caught Die Hard 4.0 with Genevieve Lok!
freak, that movie was awesome.
(well, at least for me)
4.381293838 out of 5 attempts to commit suicide. LOL.
dont ask me why is it 4 point blahblahblah.
i've absolutely no reason for doing that. HAHAH.

anyways, met up with Xuan and Ruth at 85 (:
the chicken wings were awesome.
the ba chor mee was awesome.
OH MAN, EVERYTHING'S LIKE SO WONDERFUL UH.
i wish life's as wonderful. uh huhhhh, like real =.=


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:28 PM

printed lecture and tutorial notes.

hell yea, its freaking thick.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:27 AM

been like three weeks since i went Jupiter Cafe!
so yea, Gen and I made a trip there after school with Manda.
but sad to say, they ran out of fish and chickens' legs. LOL.
i had nuggets, Manda had her fries and Gen had her sandwich.
next was home sweet home! (:

oh, before i forget again.
i think i need to say more about Gen's birthday party!
of course about the game part! HAHAH. SO FUNNY.
but well, shall not mention some of the things that happened.
if not someone will kill me. HAHAHAH.
first game was to randomly pick 6 people.
they were supposed to use their mouth to eat the cherries that were covered with whipped cream(EWW GROSS)
yea, without fingers! HAHAH.
IMAGINE THAT!
most got the cream on their nose! SO FUNNY.
esp...... heheheheheheh. my baby. LOL!
next was the "passing of parcel" game!
it was damn exciting!
i was so so so so nervous and scared that i'll have to do forfeit okay! LOL.
but well, i didn. PHEW!
so anyway, and birthday girl was sarbo-ed so many times.
but im sure that they made the day memorable for her (:

alright, i guess there's nothing much left to be said.
so, goodnight people!
dont be shocked.
yes, im gonna sleep NOW!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:08 PM

once again, its monday.
i totally hate monday cause, i really have no idea what to wear =.=
okayyyyyyyyyyyyy.
what a lame thing to say.
today, we presented our FACOM project.
well, im glad to say that there were no rubbish on the slides.
urhmms, except the last slide (:
my last slide went like this:
"THANK YOU FOR YOUR ATTENTION. YOU GUYS ROCK. but both of us rock more"
HAHAHAHA. I TOTALLY LOVE IT!
and im also glad to say that the research was greatly done (:
at least for me and my teacher =.=
whatever.
had Autocads after our break.
well, as usual, it sucks, like totally!

headed home after school before going back to tm for dinner!
had TEPPAN-YAKI.
MY NEW LOVE! HAHAHAH.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:28 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY, GENEVIEVE LOK! :D

i chose to write that in pink cause she hates pink, to the core. LOL.
anyway, i really enjoyed the party yesterday and i hope she did as well!
and of course everyone who turned up.
including those Ex-Bgss students!
people like, Weichang, Jonathon, JunJun, Guan Peng, and many many more! :D
went to Gen's house earlier to help her out with the decorations.
not forgetting to enjoy ourseleves while doing that! HAHAH.
next was the party!
so many turned up!
im sure that the birthday girl's very happy (:
we had good food, good time and good vodka =.=
just kidding for the vodka part.
i drank so much.
so much that i vomitted =.=
freak, the feeling was terrible lahhhh ):
and i got so giddy lah ass.
(ps. I WASNT HIGH LUH.)
(pss. I WASNT DRUNK!)
phew, i had a hard time trying to convince people.
but i was really not drunk for shit sake.
so anyway, few went for supper but Amanda and I went home instead.

okay, lets skip the party part.
woke up at 11plus. DONT BE SURPRISE! LOL.
my dad got a real shock when he saw me! LOL.
he; "WAHH!!!! SO EARLY!!!"
me; "YEAAA. CANNOT MEH. HAHAHA"
he; "CAN. MUMMY WOKE YOU UP?"
me; "NO? SHE'S STILL SLEEPING LAHH"
and when my mom woke up, i went screaming.
me; "YESS!!! I WOKE UP EARLIER THAN YOUUU!!!"
HAHAH.
okay lah, shall stop here.
Facom project's waiting for me ):


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
5:04 PM