i dreamt that i was dying soon.
and hell yea, i called all my loved ones up.
telling them how much i'll miss them.

and now, true enough......
im dying of waiting.
im dying of hunger.
im dying because of school.
im dying because of term tests.
im dying beause of almost everything.

life is just so boring.
and im dying because of the life im having right now.
damn, did i just sounded emo?

nah, its just some random stuffs.

nevermind.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
3:47 PM

studied from 5plus to 8plus.
say im a good girl please.







(:
its just so....random.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:45 PM

wanted to update on Sunday but couldnt make it cause was baking cookies!
THEY LOOK REALLY GOOOOOOD! TRUST ME!
butttttttt, they're damn hard.
as hard as diamond. LOL.
i guess they're not anymore!
cause nua-ed after keeping them for a few days. HAHAH.
watched "Zero to Hero" after baking the cookies!
i love that show!
cause its stupid. LOL!
okay whatever it is luh.
well well, lets see what i've got on monday......
OH! that day totally sucked. BIG TIME!
had CADS lesson. and we had some kind of 'test'
DAMN, i screwed everything up and got myself nothing but headache!
my friend beside me asked why am i so stress. LOL.
nah, just a lil pek chek. like... ARGH!! you know?! hahah.
went back home for dinner after school!
im sucha good girl! (:
HAHAHAHAH. nah, im a very bad girl =/
okay, now.... let us take a look at what happened today! LOL.
QING KAN VCR!!! hahaha. just kidding.
no VCR. just continue to stare at my screen. hahah.
today's lessons are pretty okay.
had dinner in school after that.
had my all-time favourite!!! HAHAH.
i dont care about being fat.
i'll just eat and eat and eat and eat till i explode. LOL.
stayed back in school to finish up the project that we're working on.
and tada! ITS NOT DONE YET.
WHAT A SHIT.
while chatting with Gen now, im trying very hard to finish it asap. hahah.
alright, show upload those yummy cookies pictures tmr!
BYE PEOPLE!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:56 PM

i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
1:47 PM

SHOPPING!!! i mean, window shopping =.=
and, i hate this. freak man.
lets talk about school first.
well, EMATHS1 test was kind of difficult luh.
but i THINK i can manage to pass, i think.
hahaha, really is THINK only.
as for FACOM......
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
shant say anything about it. HAHAH =/
after school, i headed home first.
met up with X(uan + xian) (LOL!!) for shopping!
well well, its been sucha longgggggggg time ever since the STH met up! (:
it was damn fun at NewYork NewYork!
as X(uan + xian) decided to have icecreams over there.
as i was wondering about "what if we've no money to pay" question, i asked one of the waiter. LOL!!!
me; "ER, CAN I ASK YOU SOMETHING?"
he; "YEAAA?"
me; "WHAT IF WE DONT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO PAY?"
he; "WE'VE TO CALL THE POLICE. HAHAHA"
me; "HARR. YOU WONT PAY FOR ME?"
he; "HAHAHAHA"
so, he took X(uan + ian)'s orders.
he; "ANYTHING FOR YOU?"
me; "OH NO. I GOT NO MONEY. LATER YOU CALL THE POLICE HOW??!?! HAHAHAHHAH!!!"
he; "HAHAHAHHAHAH"
next, he served us with iced water.
he; "THIS ONE 30CENTS. CAN A NOT? HAHAHHAAHH"
me; "OHH CAN CAN. STILL CAN AFFORD"
he; "HAHAHAHA. NAH, JUST KIDDING. FREE ONE. HAHAH"
LOL. SO FUNNY UH HE.
next was home sweet home! :D
was damn tired now.
woke up at 6.30 just for the EMATHS1 test okay!
but it turns out to be so bad.
cause i fell asleep again. HAHAHHA!
alright, time to go off now!
byeee readers!
byebye world.

4 MORE MONTHS TO MY BIRTHDAY.
START SAVING!!!
hahaha. nah, just kidding :D
wil update more about this tmr.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:56 PM

NEW BLOGSKIN!
i know its rather ugly but...
what to do?
im in a hurry.
i need to study for two tests tmr ):
i think im gonna flunk them.
BUT, im going to try my very BEST!!! MUAHAHAH.
today was damn fun!
slacked our way throughout WRTORAL and FACOM tut!
played some 'games' during APEL.
so basically, today is all about slacking. hahaha.
met up with baby after school!
of course its none other than our manda, our very own singer! LOL.
IT WAS DAMN FUN I TELL YOU.
laughing throughout was bloody tiring though. HAHAHA.
had sakae buffet with them!
well, of course with gen as well! (:
WE ATE A LOT.
A LOT.
A LOT.
A LOT.
A LOT.
esp me.
they were so full already but yet, i kept eating. LOL.
bloody shit.
after our meal, we did something really stupid.
we wrote something on a piece of small paper and put it on the belt where they put the sushi?
uhh, whatever belt is that luh. i forgot whats that called. LOL.
we wrote rubbish on it and was basically laughing throughout.
it was damn fun luh! :D
after the paper reached the kitchen, we ran away immediately. HAHAH!
gen said that the people from the kitchen came out to take a look and the girl was served us was laughing to herself. LOL!!
i hope we're not cuaght on the camera like "GOTCHAAAAAA!!"
hahahah!
OH YA, BTW, Gen promised to call manda and i "baby" and allowed us to call her baby! HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
why?
she promised just for the sake of having someone to acc. her to sch. HAHAH.
so funnyyyyyyyyyy!
not funny? i shall stuff 90283127489721894 sushi in your mouth. LOL.
reached school and met up with three other friends.
they're so funny!
today's my first time seeing guys taking photos like taking neoprints. LOL!!!
OMG, damn funny.
im waiting for Gen to send me those photos and will be uploading them tmr!
stay tuned! :D

GOTTA STUDY FOR MY TESTS NOW!
im sucha good girl.
be proud of me, readers.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
8:21 PM

TODAY'S A FUNNY DAY!
HAHAH.
i dont know why either.
but i just find everything funny today.
i kept smiling to myself and i really dont know why.
i guess the reason is simple.
IM. SIMPLY. CRAZY. OVER. NOTHING.
muhahaha. explanation good?
please vote for me!!!!
VOTE FOR MEEEEEEE!! LMAO.
(mom; "TIME FOR MEDICINE, MICHELLE!!")
hahaha, just kidding.
i DID attend REBUS lecture today.
kana caught twice liao maaaaaaa........
how to skip again right... hahah.
everything's very fine today except the very fact that i was very very very tired.
went home straight after school and fell asleep immediately when i reached home.
DAMN TIRED.
woke up and had my yummmmmmmmmy dinner!
just watched "JUST FOLLOW LAW" again and slacking right now.
seriously uh, im beginning to dislike school.
well, i like some of my classmates but still, i dont think everything;s going very well for me.
im missing my secondary school life.
it was when i had so much fun!
never will i forget about my ex-classmates.
joking around everyday though preliums/o levels were coming...
teasing our teachers...
laughed to ourselves when the teacher scolded us...
the fun we had during recess time...
going for shoppings after school sometimes...
going long john for lunch...
DAMN, almost everything!
how i miss them!
i feel so wierd right now.
and i dont know why.
IM NOT GETTING EMO.
you think i am?
then you shall go and eat shit. LOL.
nah, just a joke.
dont take it to heart.
if not you'll get heart attack. HAHAHA.

what a crap.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:06 PM

today's kind of bad.
i dont know why.
but i just dont feel very happy about everything.
FACOM lecture was boring, as usual.
EMATHS1 was..... worse.
cause well, i fell asleep and i was sitting in front! =/
the best thing was, i didn even take out my books. hahah.
however, FACOM lab was damn fun!
we went to the ulu ulu place to look at whats in the lift.
and there's this part when i laughed till i teared.
i dont know whats so funny.
but i laughed like some siaocharbor.
the guys were supposed to get into the lift and we girls were supposed to be in the place where all the 'machines' are kept.
uhh, i forot whats the place called. hahah.
next thing we girls have to do was to push down a button to trap the guys in the lift.
HAHAHAHA. SOUNDS FUN RIGHT!!! LOL.
i enjoyed it like shit. LOL.
next was our time!! HAHAHA.
though its just for us to experience it, i felt SUPER nervous. LOL. hahah.
and when we're in the lift, we called up to hint them to trap us in. LOLOLOL.
THIS SOUNDS WIERDDDD.
and when the teacher's using the phone, we kept screaming NON-STOP.
"AHHHHHHH!! HELP HELPPPPP!!!"
LOLOLOL. LAUGH DIE ME. LOL.
we acted as if its for real lor! LOL.
CADS lesson was alright.
went home after that.
after my dinner, i went out for my dental appointment!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
CAN SEE MY BEAUTIFUL TEEEEEEETH? HE HE HE.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:59 PM

TODAY'S MY LAST DAY OF WORKKKKKKKK!!!
yea, im officially jobless! :D
come on people, GET HIGH with meeeeeee! LOL.
quite a number of things happened today luh.
firstly, they misplaced the keys and i almost died while finding for it.
secondly, they lost the 'PROMOTER' tag!
the staff approached me and told me to put it on somemore =.=
thirdly, a staff asked me to go into the storeroom to talk to the supervisor/shitty person which scared shit outta meee!!!!
okay, enough of all these.
damn shitty lah today.
i hate working life, like totally!
AND I REALISED SOMETHING!
not only the guy (the one at the counter next to mine) is dao lor!
HIS COLLEAGUES ARE ALSO VERY DAO!
AND KPO!!! they like to see what im doing one lor!
and its damn awkward when we look at each other.
AHHHHHHH, nevermind michelle, ITS OVER!
MUAHAHAH. tmr is a brand new dayyyy!!!
WHOOOOO, I LOVE NEW DAY. LMAO.
im like getting high over nothing.
OH YA, im high over my bed.
wheeeeeeeeeee, time for bed!
GOODNIGHT! (:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:55 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO;
JOLENE!
and
FENGYAO!
okay..... Jolene doesnt read my blog and i dont really know Fengyao.
BUT, who cares. i just feel like saying. LOL.
i think i got ap. but, i dont think so. HAHAH.
mom woke me up at 12plus just to get her dumb bag.
and yeaaa, of course i woke up.
BUT 12PLUS IS DAMN EARLY LUHHH. FREAK!
okay whatever.
had lunch at Swensen's btw! :D
yumm yummmmmm, i love Coit Tower.
i dont know why, but i just love it. hahah.
headed home after that and went East Coast park with Xuan for Fy's birthday party.
passed him the present, sang the birthday and left within 8721387472317842197481278 seconds.
nah, just kidding :D
went Mcdonald's for dinner!
guess what we had?!
two sets of meal with DAMN SALTY fries.
why?
cause we went to take MANY packets of salt cause they werent salty enough. LOL.
and in the end, it was way tooooooo salty. hahah.
but nevermind bout that, we had fun!
walked our way back to the tunnel and to the bus stop.
on our way there, we saw WeiChang!
before we saw him, there's three lil boys who cycled past us and shouted "HIIIII"
so i shouted back HI too. and, Wc shouted too!
BUT WELL, WELL, WELL, he wasnt saying that to them =.=
he was saying that to us! LOL.
i dont know why, but i find it funny. LOL.
k luh, working tmr.
think its time to go to bed.
gooooooooooood night readers!
good night world :D


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:50 PM

didn update my blog yesterday because my mom was still angry with me and so, didn want to come online and stuffs.
was reading magazine instead!
and uh, i fell asleep at 10plus. what the pig!
and to take revenge or being guai lan, my mom KEPT waking me up for some stupid questions.
arghhhhhhhhhh, uh whatever.
okay, why was i so tired?
i stayed in school al the wayyyyyyy till 8plus okay!
MAI SIAO SIAO UH! hahah.
was studying. AHEM....
okay, i'll just admit. i didn but my friends did.
but...... hmmm, i did luh. LOL.
oh ya! went Safra to play pool too!
er, i mean, before the studying part. hahah.
okay, enough of yesterday.
the night sucked cause i was sooooooooooooooo giddy.
i guess its because of the rain........ damn.
TODAY IS CCN DAY!
my baby was selling HOTDOGS! LOLOL.
its more like a hotdog day luh.
its seems that a lot of people were selling hotdog.
hmm, i bought nothing luh.
except for a dumb keychain thingy. ahhhh, whatever.
i almost bought the damn-digusting-and-damn-salty popcorn.
FREAK! it was damn salty!!!
wanted to buy but they've no small change. TOO BAD. HAHAHAH.
headed home after that.
chatted with Xuan and decided to go town :D
TOWN TOWN TOWNNNNN! HAHAH.
anw, i bought a top from Forever21 and i tell you, it rocks. LOL.
andddd, Xuan bought a present for her friend!
i tell you uhhh, IT ROCKS BIG TIME.
gosh, its damn nice.
i want to get it toooooooo! ):
HINT HINT*
HAHAHAH, just kidding.
i THINK i can afford it.
nowadays uhhh, pocket damn empty. LOL.
shopped around and blahblahblah.
and the worst part of today is seeing the bitch in town.
okay, shall not mention who.
noooooooo, i didn name her bitch.
her friend did :D
okay, anw, i saw four of my coursemate!
so coincidental right! i love seeing people i know. LOL.
hmmm, i guess the post is kind of long uh? hahah.
shall stop here (:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:40 PM

CAUGHT.RED.HANDED.TWICE.
well, remember me skipping lecture twice?
i mean, on tuesday?
OHHSHITTY, i was caught red handed!
YEAA, first was by my neighbour and now, my mom's friend.
DAMN KNS. i think she's the one instead of them
maybe she's spying me.
or maybe she sent a PI agent to stalk me every tuesday. damnshittttt.
okay, i promise to be a good girl and will not skip lecture on tuesday anymore! :D
hmm, i think? LOL.
hmm, nothing much to blog about today.
went school......
went CityLink for my pay....
and came back home!
AND OH YAAA!!!!! BLOGGER'S FINE NOW!
SO SO SO SO SO FINE!
nothing can get better than this! LOL.
so exaggerating, but, TRUE! LOL.

alright, lets talk about the hottest topic now.
COPYCATS.
well, im not trying to say that people are copying ME.
OF COURSE NOT!
cause i think im like a shit and my life's like a shit.
and so, no one will bother to copy my shit! yeaaa. all these are about shit and shit and STILL, shit!
well, basically, copycats are people with shitty faces and pick up every shit people 'pang'.
yeaa, this is absolutely so trueeeeee!
and im definitely not talking about you.
im talking about YOU!
ahahhaha! NAH, just kidding.
just... a random thing to blog about luhhh.
but, i mean, its really irritating to see people copying here and there.
this is totally.... UNCOOL!
i mean, just do it your own way!
why must copy copy machiam you're like a shit?
if you feel good after copying, TWO THUMBS UP!
you're a certified COPYCAT!
MEOWWWW MEOWWWWWWWWW!
omg, i think i sound so agitated.
but well, im not luh.
i hope this post doesnt affect anyone who's reading now.
if you're affected, too bad.
i think you're the one i mentioned.
if you arent and feel like same way as i do, HEHE! WE'RE GOOD BUTTIES!
whooops, and i meant, BUDDIES! :D

ahhh ya, damn sian.
i think i should just stop all these crapssssssssss.

ONE LAST THING BEFORE I STOP.
I THINK MY STOMACH'S DAMN WIERD.
it GRRRRRR VERY loudy!!!!!
yesterday, while i was having my test, it GRRR-ed!
think about it lah! HAVING TEST LEH!
the room confirm DAMN quiet!
then uh, suddenly....
"GRRRRRRRR................."
i was like, WTF?! SHITTTTTT!!!
and aha! Gen heard it and was laughing to herself. LOL.
i kept thinking about it and laughed to myself.
luckily i didn get zero for the paper!

alright, im done.
byeeeeeeee people! (:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:19 PM

after all the fun i had yesterday, its school time again!
yesterday's lesson was alright.
except for, FACOM!
what a thing to study!
ITS DAMN BORING.
and, i totally have no idea what this thing is all about, seriously.
NOT AT ALL. shitty mamamamamamamamama.
CADS' kinda fun!
if only you can manage to catch up with the teacher!
if you're too slow, you'll prolly get tooooooo fed up to do anything!
JUST LIKE ME.
every lesson, you wont fail to hear me "TSK TSK TSK"
not because im slow.
its because, i seldom listen to the teacher and choose to work on my own by following the worksheets he gave us.
and hmmmm, maybe im slow. HAHAH.
went Jupiter Cafe for dinner and i promise its the last time!
NO MORE FRIED FOOD FOR MICHELLE!
MORE EXERCISES!!!!
cause gawddamnshit, im damn fat now. SERIOUS!!!!
okay, anw, after dinner was home sweet home!
wactch "SHAO NIAN TE GONG DUI" and tmd, the show was scary! LOL.
they invited some guests to play this game.
okay, this is how the games goes....
they have to get into five differents parts of the school to get five different stamps in order to win.
and so, there's a lot of scary noises and scary things to scare them.
and freakkkkk, i was damn scared! LOL.
after the show uh, i couldnt walk up the stairs okay! LOL.
my legs were totally nua-ed.
DAMNNN FREAKY!
but there's some funny parts too luh.
i think Wang Ren Fu's a damn funny host.
one of the girl went into the scary place with Sun Xie Zi.
then uh, those hosts' mission is to scare them and accompany them ma.
then you see SXZ that kind of good guy. how can scare the girl right!?
SO, WRF scared the girl. HAHAH.
he purposely ran out of nowhere and shouted damn loudy;
"WHERE'S THE TOILET WHERE'S THE TOILET!?!?!?!"
LOL!! i laughed like siao luh!
and uhh, the girl was supposed to go into a girls' toilet.
and you guys should know lahh.
its damn scary luh.
but uh, the WRF went to hide in one of the cubicle.
and when the girl opened up the door, he shouted and scared the girl.
guess what he shouted?
"TAO YANN LAHHHH!! DOU GEN NI SHUO REN JIA YAO DA BIAN LE MAHHHH!!! HAI TOU KAN!!"
LOLOLOL. damn funny luh! HAHAH.
alright, time's up!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:41 PM

TIAN XIA DE MU QING,
MU QING JIE KUAI LEEEEEEEEE!
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAYYYYYYYYYY!!

went out for lunch before coming back home to bake cookies! :D
after baking those yummy cookies, it was dinner time!
and tmd, we had to wait so long for the food you know!
machiam they have to zhong those rice. KNS.
the worst part was, THE FOOD WASNT THAT NICE.
yeaa, in short, they're not worth the waiting. damn.
after dinner, all my cousins, including me, went to kw's house.
he was busy doing his art homework when zh and i were playing ps2 like siao. LOL.
but after he's done with his work, he joined us.
and MUAHAHA, we played Naruto (correct spelling? whatever lahh) !
damn funny lah the gameeeeeee!
i played and laughed non-stop. LOL.
and muahah, i think the guy i used to fight with Xy's was damn powerful!
I WANT TO USE HIM AGAIN!!
cause uh, i won Kw's lousy pok pok too. LOL.
okay lah, there's school tmr.
shall stop here! (:


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:26 PM

YEAH!
i finally got the problem solved!
yeaaa, the blogger thingy.
everything was like... distorted?!
ahhh.
well, everything's fine now.
slept all the way till 12plus today.
DAMN SHIOK RIGHT.
SATURDAY IS DEFINITELY MY LIFE.
i hate weekdays not because of school.
but because.... I HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY. DAMN.
yeaaaaa.
and there goes my Sunday when i've to work.
but now uhhh, i guess im jobless.
my manager msged me on Wed and i forgot to reply her cause i was in school.
and on Thursday, she called and i got a missed call.
hmm, did i accidentally hang up on her or what?
i dont know, seriously.
and on Friday, when i replied her, she didn reply.
obviously she got so fucked up that she didn want to reply.
UHH HUHH.
okay, whatsooooooeverrrrrrr.
im damn tired to work anymore.
i need a better pay.
but wait, i think i really cant work.
ahhh, whatever.
okay, i think this is crazy. LOL.
aha! few more minutes to MOTHER'S DAY!!!
WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!
ahh, tired already.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:47 AM

watched Spiderman3 till about 12 last night.
and yea, this is why i didn update my blog ;)
howell, the show was pretty goooood, i guess.
ahaha, i dont know how to rate it luh.
BUT, "WHY THE HELL HARRY DIED?!?!"
AHHHHHHH, i like him you know. LOL.
okay, after that was home sweet home cause it was rather late already.
AND THERE'S SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY ):
i dont like schooooooool.
okay, today uhhh.
nothing much.
school was kinda boring but well, its over already. hahah.
went tm for a while after school and went home next.
was really tired and so, after i reached home, i fell asleep immediately. LOL.
all the way till 7plus okay!
POWER! HAHAH.
alright, going out for dinner now.
ciao!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
8:10 PM

skipped REBUS lecture yesterday.
well, listen to my explanation............. LOL!
no lah, i really REALLY dont understand him so..... yep.
well, regretted.
i think i should really start to study ;)
went for CADS lecture anywayyyyy.
then EFFCOM tut....
then EMATHS1 tut..........
aha! i got back my maths mark!
shall not talk about it.
okay, so after school, i went Bugis to look for my mom.
got myself two bottoms.
and was happy like DUH. hahahah.
alright, back to today....
hmmmmmm....
had WRTORAL tut in the morning and damn, you wont believe how bored i was!
next was FACOM tut...
then CC talk!
ma de, boring also lah.
so, in conclusion, today's a boring day.
things got better when i watched HUA YANG!
hmmm, errr, i can sense unnecessary stares... LOL.
okayokay, i know im lagging behind.
but come on, im busyyyy.... hahahha!
oh shit, why am i talking to myself.
okay, whatever.
so yep, the show was damn funny and i laughed my ass off man!
JIN XIU YI'S SO FUNNNNNNNNNNNNY!
AND, i like him (:

alright, shall go to sleep now and start my boring day in a few hours time!


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:54 PM

fuck lah. there's something wrong with my bloggerrrrrrrr!
there's REALLY a problem!
BIG PROBLEM!
i CANNOT click on "b", "i", the choosing of colour, the sizes of the font, etc....
BASTARD.
arghhhhh. this sucks.

alright, back to today.
i dont know whether im too suay or too lucky.
I SAW THE GUY AGAIN.
WTF?!
i think he'll think im stalking him lor!
well, in the morning, while i was on the bus, he's at the bus stop.
so yeeeeep, i saw him and was like, WTF?!
so i faster look down in case he thinks im stalking him =.=
and when i look up, he's hiding behind the pillar.
WTHELL.
i think he's avoiding me. LMAO.
okayy, maybe he didnt do it on purpose BUT, i still think he's scared of me already. LOL.
so, i was telling Gen about this and hoped not to see him ever again.
AND GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?
I SAW HIM WHEN I WAS ON MY WAY TO THE LIBRARY.
WTHWTHWTHWTH.
SAY! IS THIS SUAY OR LUCKY.
gawddddd, i think im suay.

okay anyways, i skipped emaths1 lecture AGAIN.
this time was my idea.
i was reallyyyyyyyy tired, trust me.
and ahahahaha, before Cads lesson, we played True Or Dare.
DAMN FUNNNNYYYY!
i was made to ask a passer-by something.
me; "HI. MAY I KNOW WHICH COURSE ARE YOU IN?"
LOLOL! damn paiseh. BUT, DAMN FUN. LOL.

and blahblahblahblah.
went home after our lunch/dinner.
i fell asleep straight after i reached home.
seeeee, told ya i was tireddddd.
went Thai Village for dinner next! :D
told my parents about the game thingy and laughed so loudly, to myself =.=
they just enjoyed what i said and THATS IT.
WHAT THE HELLLLL.
they should've laughed along right........

PS. I THINK I'VE BAD MEMORY.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:19 PM

im damn tired now.
why? i went to work.
for?
MONEY!
freaking money issue. LOL.
and well, i think the two guys (promoters) next to my counter are very dao.
hmm, maybe not dao but....
TRYING TO ACT COOOOOOL? HAHAHAH!
i dont know luh.
they're just kind of unfriendly.
or maybe im the oneeee? uh huhhh?
so anw, today's sales suck, BIG TIME.
i didn manage to promote ANYTHING.
except that, when i went for my break.
the dao guy helped me with an item which cost hundred plus! HENG ARHHH!
if not i'll be so dead, i guess.
and uh, the way he speaked to me sucked lah!
like damn buay songgggg!
and i felt so paiseh lah can!
i didn dare to look at him sia.
I. SCARED. OF. HIM. LOL!
okay, before i forget, smth very funny happen.
well, i think its funny, at least for me.
a mom gave her kid two balloons.
but ahahah, the balloon flew away from his hand.
his brother saw it and kept trying to get it by jumping.
LOL!! the scene was damn funnyyyy!
and so uhhh, Taka staff saw it and asked a promoter to help.
the promoter jumped, trying to get the balloon.
AND AHA, MISSION FAILED!
another promoter tried and AHA, mission failed!
another pormoter came and AHA!
HAHAH! NO LAH. NEVER FAIL LAH. LOL.
he managed to get the balloon.
and it was damn paiseh cause i KEPT laughing! LOL.
yeaaaa, laughed to myself somemore =.=

after work, i went home straight.
but, i was damn hungry and had dinner downstairs.
hmmm, i guess its time for me to sleep now!
damn tireddddd.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:03 PM

was supposed to meet some ex4/4 peeps at 11.
but well, i woke up only at 11! LOL.
and so, Xian and I met up with them only after our lunch.
had lunch at Pastamania and guess what?
HE HE HE. i saw that guy again! :D
okay, enough of my craps.
went ECP after lunch to meet up with the rest.
Xian went cycling with them while i chose to be alone.
slacked at Coffee Bean for more than an hour alone.
very pathetic, i know. LOL.
but well, blame myself for not cycling with them. hahah.
next was dinner!
didn eat cause was supposed to go to my grandma's house.
so wellllllllllllllll, went to my grandma's house after that.
my grandma didn prepare dinner cause she sprained her ankle.
while deciding where to have dinner.....
mom; "THAT COFFEE SHOP LOR"
dad; "VERY FAR LEHH"
me; "AH YA, I ANYTHING ONE. PLAZA THERE GOT SWENSEN'S"
(note; ANYTHING. LOL!!)
and guess what!
my dad agreed to it! WAHAHA! :D
and BLURRRRRRP. im damn full now.
*.* HAHAHAH.
alright, i guess its time to sleep.
gotta work tmr at Taka! ):


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:47 PM

school was damn boring today!
had two lessons of REBUS and went for the lecture of REBUS, again!
fuck, damn boring luh.
i was actually sleeping during the lecture?
ahhh, dont talk about it.
after REBUS lecture was EMATHS1 lecture.
howelllllll, Gen and I skipped it! :D
-grinnnnnnnnns!
this is just the second week of school and we're skipping lessons! HAHAH!
so anw, went Jupiter Cafe (again) for lunch!
AND YEEEEEEEEEEEP! THE FISH AND CHIPS TASTE SO GOOD!
gotta try it, guys! (those in tp. hahah)
AND AND AND!!!
before i forget!
remember the guy i mentioned last night?!
I SAW HIM AT JUPITER CAFE TODAY!!!!!!
this. is. so. coincidental. oh. my. mama.
if it wasnt for Gen, i wont see him today!
aha! skipping lecture today was goooooooooood!
THUMBS UP! LOL.
and helloooo, im not any bad girl.
i skipped the lecture cause i was tired!
i went home after that okay!
damn sian.
have to make my way to my workplace later just because of the stupid punchcard (whatever it is spelled)
but well, i have to.
cause i need my pay BADLY!
real badly!
i need 87389378428 more tops.
i need 732748732 more bottoms.
i need 74897849 more shoes.
i need 326478362 more bags.
aha! just kidding!
i would need a much bigger house to put them in. LOL.

ahhh, damn shitty nowww.
so boringgggg!
shall do a survey now before going off!


1. Name someone who made you smile
today.
;the guy i mentioned last night. LOL.

2. What were you doing at 8:00 this
morning?
;preparing my breakfast?
btw, it was bread with nutella! :D

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
;surfing the net.

4. What is something that happened to
you in 1990?
;i i had a heart attack cause something scary happened.
and that is, I WAS BORN.

5. What is the last thing you said
aloud?
;"HAHAHAHAHA!" errrr....

6. How many different things did you
drink today?
;plain water and still, plain water. im healthy.

7. What color is your hairbrush?
;orange?

8. What was the last thing you bought?
;Fish&Chips from Jupiter Cafe!

9. Who was the last person you kissed?
;my mom. and that was few years ago i guess. LOL.

10. What color is your front door?
;silver

11. Where do you keep your change?
;wallet

12. What's the weather like today?
;rainy then sunny.

13. What is the best ice cream flavor?
;chocolate, i guess?

14. What is something you are excited
about?
;seeing the guy again!

15. When was the last rainbow you saw?
;hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

16. What size shoe do you wear?
;6 or 7, i think

18. Are you random?
VERYVERYVERY.

19. Do you want to cut your hair?
;no. i want to keep them longgggggggggg.

21. Do you talk a lot?
;ER, DUH! hahahahaha!

23. Does your screen name have an "x"
in it?
;no

24. Do you know anyone named Steven?
;no. i only know Tom, Dick and Harry.

26. Are you ticklish?
;when someones tickle me? LOL!

27. Are you typically a jealous person?
;yes, i am.

28. Name someone whose name starts with
the letter "R":
;RAYMOND! (AHAHAHA!)

29. Name a friend whose name starts
with the letter "N":
;errrr, Nutella. can?

30. Who's the 1st person on your
received calls list?
;JiaJun.

31. What did the last text message you
received say?
;"So you're having lunch now?"

32. Do you chew on your straws?
;yes.

33. Do you have curly hair?
;NOPE!

34. What is the next concert you're
going to?
; my own concert. HAHAHA.

35. Whats your favorite color?
;most of the colours.

37. What is something you say a lot
today?
"BABYYYYYYYYYYY!!" LOL!
*inside joke*

38. What is the last thing you ate?
;Fish&Chips

39. Have you seen the movie "Donnie
Darko"?
;whats that?

40. Do you have work tomorrow?
;HENG AR! NO NEEEEED!

41. Is marriage in your future?
;YES, DEFINITELY.

42. When was the last time you said "I
love you."?
;few days ago. to my baby. LOL!

43. What should you be doing right now?
;rot.

44. Do you have a nickname?
;yes! MANY!
more than what you can imagine!

45. Are you a heavy sleeper?
;YES. OF COURSE.

46. When was the last time you used a
skateboard?
;last night. in my dream.

47. What is the best movie you've seen
in the past two weeks?
;hmmmmmmmmmmmm.

51. Did you cry today?
;YES, after yawning for like 7372387189 times.

52. Do you like someone right now?
;yea, myself. and my babies :D

53. Are you currently playing any
sports?
;nopeeeeee.

55. Last time you listened to music?
;now! my favourite! ME & YOU! HAHAH!

56. Last time you watched tv?
;this morning, before going to school.

57. Do you miss someone right now?
;no? hmmm, maybe yes.

58. What are you doing at this very
moment?
;doing this lameshit thingy.

59. Who is the last person you talked
on the phone with?
;my mamamamamamamamama.

60. Are any of your friends going to
fill this out?
;hmmm, no? hmm, maybe.

ARE YOU GUYS GOING TO FILL THIS OUT?
HE HE.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:11 PM

1 May
its Labour Day.
and well, i was supposed to work.
but didn anyway. hahah.
why work on sucha important day right?
i was told that i would be paid 7.50/hour.
but then uh, my mom said that i should be paid for 10/hour.
so when i asked about the price, my manager ignored me.
like, wtf? LOL. no manners! hahah.
okay so anw, i slept PEACEFULLY till 12 when Xuan called and disturbed ME!
and it totally screwed my day. LOL!
just kidding! she's my baby! HAHAH!!!!
btw, i didn pick up the phone.
i continued to sleep PEACEFULLY till 2pm!
aha! i know im a pig.
after my sleep, i went out for lunch near Xuan's house before going out with her.
and damn idiot, she was late.
like... YOU KNOWWWWWW THAT FEELING?!
okay, nevermind, once again, she's forgiven cause she's my baby! LOL.
so... we met up and went Orchard.
met up with Gen as well! :D
hmm, i guess thats about it.

2 May
schooooool was quite okayyy.
but was kind of boring.

3 May
had maths test today and it sucked,
big time.
Gen and I forgot to bring our calculators.
total shitness.
everything's so wrong lah okayy.
except that lunch was pretty gooood, i guess.
but after school, things got worse.
i smsed my manager and told her i've to quit.
and what? she doesnt allow me to quit.
me; "MY MOM WANTS ME TO QUIT"
she; "ASK YOUR MOM NOT TO LET YOU QUIT LAHH"
knn, cbbbbbbbbbbb.
and when i was going tm, my mom called and spoiled my gawddamn moooood!
she keeps thinking that i dont know what i should do and stuffs.
i mean, i know what i should and should not do!
uhhh, forget it.
so anw, went Central again!
i think im starting to grow fatter and FATTER as time passes by.....
next was dinner at my grandma's house.
and next (again) was home sweet home.
i hate going home.
i mean, in the night.
esp when both my parents are around.
i hate it, seriously.
cause my mom and i will always end up quarrelling.
and ME? VERY f-ed up lah!
knn, i know i have to study....
i know and I KNOW!
fuck lah, i miss my holidays.

do you believe in fate?

AHA! i sort of believe, now.
i saw this cute guy (at least for me) when i was in Sec 4.
yea, i saw him when i was going home.
and last month, i saw him working at PP.
and last week, i saw him waiting for bus 8.
yea! the same bus as me!!! :D
and last week (again), i saw him working at PP, still.
and today, i saw him at tm!
and guess what?
he came to Central tooooooooo! :D
and he was sitting next to ussssssssssss!

nah, i dont like him.
just.... you knowww....
thinking whether i should believe in fate. LOL!
but hehs, i think he's cute. hahah.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
11:09 PM