Sigh. as expected, he didn msg me.
let alone calling me? haha.
nah, i think i shouldnt care so much.
and i should stop this from bothering me, i guess.
yesterday, it was damn crazy lah.
i actually dreamt that he called me? LOL!
wierd dream.
he called. not for once, but twice.
i rmb myself smiling in that dream.
and ohmy, my dearjuliet said that dreams wont come true.
so, i guess that's the end.
i admitted it was my fault?
hmm, i guess there's nothing more i can do? hahaha.
he asked me;
"if someone you care for doesnt treasure you, wont you be angry?"
i replied;
"orh"
and he replied;
"whatever lah. orh all you want"
and i rmbed smth.
he once said that i can't use whatever lah cause it'll make him feel heck cared.
so tell me about it.
wont i feel the same way?
if i dont care, would i be bothered to ask you out when the others didn?
he asked me this;
"why wouldnt you reject the others like the way you rejected me?"
and i replied;
"how do you know i didn"
and he said this;
"whatever lah. since you dont want to admit that it's your fault"
so, i admitted just to stop all these nonsence.
guess what he replied?
no, he didn even bother to reply.
dearjuliet asked whether i like him.
and i told her "no, i guess?"
i wasnt sure about that. and am not sure, still.
but since all these are happening,
i'll let it be the way it is now then.

I wont let this affect me , i guess. (:

ohman, all these are so emo.
i hate it.
so, dont bother to read. LOL!
i typed all that just for the sake of typing.
okay. whatever it is. hahaha.
anyway, for those who're reading this now,
you can buy toto/4d cause,

FA AHH!!! LOL!
okay, you may ignore the 'fuck's. hahahah.
i think i shall go out and study instead of locking myself in the room.
stay tuned for the next post! (:

*i'll take a deep breath and go somemore far.


i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
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