Saturday, September 30, 2006
One year ago, i made a mistake.
and ireally regretted.
but no point 'crying over spilled milk', right?
i didn cherish it as much as he did.
and when i started to cherish it, he didn afterall.
and now, whats becoming of him?
a real bastard. a total asshole. fucker.
when i found out smth, i was real pissed off lah.
i was like screaming my lungs out can.
like, why is he doing all this now?
especially, to me?
i bet he knows it.
but, he still continue to do so.
i hate the way he looks at some people.
i hate the way he disturbs me sometimes.
i hate the very fact that he treated me like a substitute, i guess?
i hate it when i start to read the past msg.
and hate it when i couldnt bear to delete those msges.
i hate it when i keep reminding myself bout the past.
and now,
IM HATING YOU.
yes, i cant change this fact.
im so worried now.
what if that applies to the both of us as well?
what if all these happen to us and i get affected?
im so not going to think about all these alright.
i cannot afford to think about these now.
okay. forget bout what i typed above. hahahaha.
emo emo post. forget it.
im not upset now. and neither am i.. whatever. LOL.
but just my feelings towards some knnbccbfucker. =X
went for lunch at Newyork Newyork today! (:
yumm yumms.
i was DAMNNNN fuckshitfull alright!
i didn have my dinner can! LOL.
was reallllllll full.
ate one whole chicken and chocolate fondue!
dammit. i was even on the verge of vomiting luhs!
shopped around. got myself a necklace, a belt and a shorts!
okay. gotta to go bed soon!
going to the ZOO tmr. damn ZZZ. LOL.
but, i've no choice. hahahaha.
waking up at 7 tmr! dammit. totally. mygoodness.
i need more sleep!
goodnight readers! (:
*more time for me, please.
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
9:00 PM
and i
but no point 'crying over spilled milk', right?
i didn cherish it as much as he did.
and when i started to cherish it, he didn afterall.
and now, whats becoming of him?
a real bastard. a total asshole. fucker.
when i found out smth, i was real pissed off lah.
i was like screaming my lungs out can.
like, why is he doing all this now?
especially, to me?
i bet he knows it.
but, he still continue to do so.
i hate the way he looks at some people.
i hate the way he disturbs me sometimes.
i hate the very fact that he treated me like a substitute, i guess?
i hate it when i start to read the past msg.
and hate it when i couldnt bear to delete those msges.
i hate it when i keep reminding myself bout the past.
and now,
IM HATING YOU.
yes, i cant change this fact.
im so worried now.
what if that applies to the both of us as well?
what if all these happen to us and i get affected?
im so not going to think about all these alright.
i cannot afford to think about these now.
okay. forget bout what i typed above. hahahaha.
emo emo post. forget it.
im not upset now. and neither am i.. whatever. LOL.
but just my feelings towards some knnbccbfucker. =X
went for lunch at Newyork Newyork today! (:
yumm yumms.
i was DAMNNNN fuckshitfull alright!
i didn have my dinner can! LOL.
was reallllllll full.
ate one whole chicken and chocolate fondue!
dammit. i was even on the verge of vomiting luhs!
shopped around. got myself a necklace, a belt and a shorts!
okay. gotta to go bed soon!
going to the ZOO tmr. damn ZZZ. LOL.
but, i've no choice. hahahaha.
waking up at 7 tmr! dammit. totally. mygoodness.
i need more sleep!
goodnight readers! (:
*more time for me, please.
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
9:00 PM
