Saturday, September 30, 2006
One year ago, i made a mistake.
and ireally regretted.
but no point 'crying over spilled milk', right?
i didn cherish it as much as he did.
and when i started to cherish it, he didn afterall.
and now, whats becoming of him?
a real bastard. a total asshole. fucker.
when i found out smth, i was real pissed off lah.
i was like screaming my lungs out can.
like, why is he doing all this now?
especially, to me?
i bet he knows it.
but, he still continue to do so.
i hate the way he looks at some people.
i hate the way he disturbs me sometimes.
i hate the very fact that he treated me like a substitute, i guess?
i hate it when i start to read the past msg.
and hate it when i couldnt bear to delete those msges.
i hate it when i keep reminding myself bout the past.
and now,
IM HATING YOU.
yes, i cant change this fact.
im so worried now.
what if that applies to the both of us as well?
what if all these happen to us and i get affected?
im so not going to think about all these alright.
i cannot afford to think about these now.
okay. forget bout what i typed above. hahahaha.
emo emo post. forget it.
im not upset now. and neither am i.. whatever. LOL.
but just my feelings towards some knnbccbfucker. =X
went for lunch at Newyork Newyork today! (:
yumm yumms.
i was DAMNNNN fuckshitfull alright!
i didn have my dinner can! LOL.
was reallllllll full.
ate one whole chicken and chocolate fondue!
dammit. i was even on the verge of vomiting luhs!
shopped around. got myself a necklace, a belt and a shorts!
okay. gotta to go bed soon!
going to the ZOO tmr. damn ZZZ. LOL.
but, i've no choice. hahahaha.
waking up at 7 tmr! dammit. totally. mygoodness.
i need more sleep!
goodnight readers! (:
*more time for me, please.
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
9:00 PM
and i
but no point 'crying over spilled milk', right?
i didn cherish it as much as he did.
and when i started to cherish it, he didn afterall.
and now, whats becoming of him?
a real bastard. a total asshole. fucker.
when i found out smth, i was real pissed off lah.
i was like screaming my lungs out can.
like, why is he doing all this now?
especially, to me?
i bet he knows it.
but, he still continue to do so.
i hate the way he looks at some people.
i hate the way he disturbs me sometimes.
i hate the very fact that he treated me like a substitute, i guess?
i hate it when i start to read the past msg.
and hate it when i couldnt bear to delete those msges.
i hate it when i keep reminding myself bout the past.
and now,
IM HATING YOU.
yes, i cant change this fact.
im so worried now.
what if that applies to the both of us as well?
what if all these happen to us and i get affected?
im so not going to think about all these alright.
i cannot afford to think about these now.
okay. forget bout what i typed above. hahahaha.
emo emo post. forget it.
im not upset now. and neither am i.. whatever. LOL.
but just my feelings towards some knnbccbfucker. =X
went for lunch at Newyork Newyork today! (:
yumm yumms.
i was DAMNNNN fuckshitfull alright!
i didn have my dinner can! LOL.
was reallllllll full.
ate one whole chicken and chocolate fondue!
dammit. i was even on the verge of vomiting luhs!
shopped around. got myself a necklace, a belt and a shorts!
okay. gotta to go bed soon!
going to the ZOO tmr. damn ZZZ. LOL.
but, i've no choice. hahahaha.
waking up at 7 tmr! dammit. totally. mygoodness.
i need more sleep!
goodnight readers! (:
*more time for me, please.
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
9:00 PM
steamboat yesterday was quite okay.
i prefer the one at Marina Bay though.
aunts and uncles were all talking about my boyfriends or smth.
so i just kept quiet. LOL.
aunt: "EHH. ON THE 14th OCT, BRING YOUR BF ALONG"
me: "FOR?"
aunt: "ITS VICTORIA'S BIRTHDAY"
me: "NONSENCE LAH. HAHAHAHA"
aunt: "HAVE TO. THEN ASK YOUR BF TO WEAR SWIMMING TRUNKS K! HAHAHAH"
me: "CRAZY. LOL"
but, im still single. HAHAHAHAHA.
so pathetic right. LOL.
aunt: "YOU MUST FIND SOMEONE RICH TO MARRY"
me: "OBVIOUSLY. IF ONLY I CAN FIND"
aunt: "CANNNN ONE LAHHH"
uncle: "YAAAA. THEN YOU'LL HAVE TEN MAIDS TO SERVE YOU"
me: "HAHAHA. SO MANY"
uncle: "YAAAA. THEN EACH OF THEM WILL TAKE ONE OF YOUR FINGERS"
me: "FOR WHAT"
uncle: "PAINT YOUR NAILS"
me: "HAHAHAHAHA. SO EXAGGERATING"
uncle: "YAAA. ONE DAY PAINT HUNDRED TIMES TILL YOUR NAILS 'LAN'. HAHAHAH"
aunt: "LATER YOU SEE. EH? WHERE'S MY NAILS!!!"
us: (LAUGHING NON-STOP)
LOLOLOL. like damn crazy lah can. hahahahahaha.
at the shopping mall, i actually saw a lil girl running around w/o her pants on.
worse still, i saw her mum walking around barefooted.
like, MyGoodness.
damn sick luhs. LOL.
went home and slept immediately.
i was real tired alright.
you can ask JunJun if you dont believe. LOL.
every morning when i reached school, the first place i head to is her class.
and next, i'll fall asleep on Xuan's table. hahahahahahaha.
woke up at eleven plus just now!
i think i was once a pig you see. LOL.
going out for lunch with mum now!
gotta go!
*keyizaigeiwoyidianshijianma? wozhendebuzhidaogaizhemezhuole.
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:51 PM
i prefer the one at Marina Bay though.
aunts and uncles were all talking about my boyfriends or smth.
so i just kept quiet. LOL.
aunt: "EHH. ON THE 14th OCT, BRING YOUR BF ALONG"
me: "FOR?"
aunt: "ITS VICTORIA'S BIRTHDAY"
me: "NONSENCE LAH. HAHAHAHA"
aunt: "HAVE TO. THEN ASK YOUR BF TO WEAR SWIMMING TRUNKS K! HAHAHAH"
me: "CRAZY. LOL"
but, im still single. HAHAHAHAHA.
so pathetic right. LOL.
aunt: "YOU MUST FIND SOMEONE RICH TO MARRY"
me: "OBVIOUSLY. IF ONLY I CAN FIND"
aunt: "CANNNN ONE LAHHH"
uncle: "YAAAA. THEN YOU'LL HAVE TEN MAIDS TO SERVE YOU"
me: "HAHAHA. SO MANY"
uncle: "YAAAA. THEN EACH OF THEM WILL TAKE ONE OF YOUR FINGERS"
me: "FOR WHAT"
uncle: "PAINT YOUR NAILS"
me: "HAHAHAHAHA. SO EXAGGERATING"
uncle: "YAAA. ONE DAY PAINT HUNDRED TIMES TILL YOUR NAILS 'LAN'. HAHAHAH"
aunt: "LATER YOU SEE. EH? WHERE'S MY NAILS!!!"
us: (LAUGHING NON-STOP)
LOLOLOL. like damn crazy lah can. hahahahahaha.
at the shopping mall, i actually saw a lil girl running around w/o her pants on.
worse still, i saw her mum walking around barefooted.
like, MyGoodness.
damn sick luhs. LOL.
went home and slept immediately.
i was real tired alright.
you can ask JunJun if you dont believe. LOL.
every morning when i reached school, the first place i head to is her class.
and next, i'll fall asleep on Xuan's table. hahahahahahaha.
woke up at eleven plus just now!
i think i was once a pig you see. LOL.
going out for lunch with mum now!
gotta go!
*keyizaigeiwoyidianshijianma? wozhendebuzhidaogaizhemezhuole.
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
12:51 PM
Friday, September 29, 2006
Have you ever heard of someone who's trying to lose weight, going for steamboat?
the person is, ME (:
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i promise;
i'll start my "losing-weight" plan only from next week onwards.
and so, for the time being, im going to eat as much as i can. LOL.
im damn tired now.
going for a nap before going for steamboat! hehs.
so, forget about the thing which made me so pissed. hahahahaha.
goodnight afternoon! (though its wierd. hahahaha)
*dont ask me why.
dont ask me how.
dont ask me how i feel.
i've yet to get over it.
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
2:59 PM
the person is, ME (:
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i promise;
i'll start my "losing-weight" plan only from next week onwards.
and so, for the time being, im going to eat as much as i can. LOL.
im damn tired now.
going for a nap before going for steamboat! hehs.
so, forget about the thing which made me so pissed. hahahahaha.
good
*dont ask me why.
dont ask me how.
dont ask me how i feel.
i've yet to get over it.
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
2:59 PM
Thursday, September 28, 2006
1 grade higher for a maths! haha.
was supposed to be F9 but i got E8 now! -grinning from ear to ear.
me: "HEYY. CAN YOU ADD ONE MORE MARK FOR ME?"
mr tan: "WHERE?" (looking at yvonne's and my paper)
me: "HERE" (pointing at that question)
mr tan: "ORH. THIS IS FOR THIS LAH" (pointing at yvonne's paper, pointing at another question)
me: "ORH? ISSIT?"
(i managed to see that on my paper too. so i...)
me: "EHHH. PLEASE LOR HORR. SEE HOR. I ALSO HAVE THAT"
(showing him a very hao lian look)
mr tan: "AH YA. HANNAH HANNAH"
me: "WAH LAO. YOU LIKE SUPER RELUCTANT LOR"
mr tan: "AH YO. ONE MARK ONLY LOR. GOT DIFFERENCE MEH"
me: "GOT LOR GOT LOR!!! YOU SEE AH. IF I CAN ONE MORE MARK, I'LL GET E8 INSTEAD OF F9 EHH!!"
mr tan: "HAHAHAHA. OKAY OKAY" (laughing away)
AHA! im glad i've talked him into it. he he he. hahahahahaha.
had three free lessons today cause mrs tan wasnt here.
and yep, we're very slack today.
and during e maths lesson, i almost fell asleep can!
(i slept at 10 yesterday somemore lor! super early right. but still, i couldnt wake up in the morning. in fact, i woke up at 5 instead of 6. i walked into the bathroom and realised that the heater was not on. so, i went back to take a look at my alarm clock and damn, it was only 5 =.= so, i went back to sleep. muahahaha)
went home immediately after school.
and tell you what. xian knows this best. she knows why i went home straight.
xian, yea? LOL. LOL. LOL. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
going for night class today!
ps. I NEED TO JIAN FEI.
pss. I NEED TO JIAN FEI.
psss. I NEED TO JIAN FEI.
pssss. I NEED TO JIAN FEI.
psssss. I NEED TO JIAN FEI.
pssssss. I NEED TO JIAN FEI.
psssssss. I NEED TO JIAN FEI.
pssssssss. I NEED TO JIAN FEI.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. SO IRRITATING. LOL.
alright! out to meet xian already.
tmr, i'll posting something which got my tempearature boiling.
like, DAMMIT.
but, let me be happy for tonight first. hahahahahaha.
byebye! (:
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:20 PM
was supposed to be F9 but i got E8 now! -grinning from ear to ear.
me: "HEYY. CAN YOU ADD ONE MORE MARK FOR ME?"
mr tan: "WHERE?" (looking at yvonne's and my paper)
me: "HERE" (pointing at that question)
mr tan: "ORH. THIS IS FOR THIS LAH" (pointing at yvonne's paper, pointing at another question)
me: "ORH? ISSIT?"
(i managed to see that on my paper too. so i...)
me: "EHHH. PLEASE LOR HORR. SEE HOR. I ALSO HAVE THAT"
(showing him a very hao lian look)
mr tan: "AH YA. HANNAH HANNAH"
me: "WAH LAO. YOU LIKE SUPER RELUCTANT LOR"
mr tan: "AH YO. ONE MARK ONLY LOR. GOT DIFFERENCE MEH"
me: "GOT LOR GOT LOR!!! YOU SEE AH. IF I CAN ONE MORE MARK, I'LL GET E8 INSTEAD OF F9 EHH!!"
mr tan: "HAHAHAHA. OKAY OKAY" (laughing away)
AHA! im glad i've talked him into it. he he he. hahahahahaha.
had three free lessons today cause mrs tan wasnt here.
and yep, we're very slack today.
and during e maths lesson, i almost fell asleep can!
(i slept at 10 yesterday somemore lor! super early right. but still, i couldnt wake up in the morning. in fact, i woke up at 5 instead of 6. i walked into the bathroom and realised that the heater was not on. so, i went back to take a look at my alarm clock and damn, it was only 5 =.= so, i went back to sleep. muahahaha)
went home immediately after school.
and tell you what. xian knows this best. she knows why i went home straight.
xian, yea? LOL. LOL. LOL. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
going for night class today!
ps. I NEED TO JIAN FEI.
pss. I NEED TO JIAN FEI.
psss. I NEED TO JIAN FEI.
pssss. I NEED TO JIAN FEI.
psssss. I NEED TO JIAN FEI.
pssssss. I NEED TO JIAN FEI.
psssssss. I NEED TO JIAN FEI.
pssssssss. I NEED TO JIAN FEI.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. SO IRRITATING. LOL.
alright! out to meet xian already.
tmr, i'll posting something which got my tempearature boiling.
like, DAMMIT.
but, let me be happy for tonight first. hahahahahaha.
byebye! (:
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:20 PM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
cheers to those who failed fnn, chem, phycis, geo and a maths (:
cheers to all.dammit.
i got real low marks for fnn alright.
time to wake up, damn =/
met xian for lunch after school and slacked.
then went home, having my nap soon! (:
yep, im not going for night class. hehs.
*i find a gap in between.
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
5:59 PM
cheers to all.
i got real low marks for fnn alright.
time to wake up, damn =/
met xian for lunch after school and slacked.
then went home, having my nap soon! (:
yep, im not going for night class. hehs.
*i find a gap in between.
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
5:59 PM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
got back chem and geo papers.
failed miserably, damnn.
from today onwards, im going on a diet (:
no more steamboat, FOR THE TIME BEING. hehs.
no more eating of snacks at home.
no more, hmm, whatever it is.
IM GOING TO JIAN FEI!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA.
and also, from today onwards (i may change),
IM GOING TO WORK HARD!!
CHIONGGGGGG AHHHHHHHHHH! LOL.
now, im going to CHIONG also.
meeting them* for dinner.
CIAO! no, i mean, CHIONG AH!! HAHAHAHA.
*dont ever tell me you turned back, again.
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:43 PM
failed miserably, damnn.
from today onwards, im going on a diet (:
no more steamboat, FOR THE TIME BEING. hehs.
no more eating of snacks at home.
no more, hmm, whatever it is.
IM GOING TO JIAN FEI!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA.
and also, from today onwards (i may change),
IM GOING TO WORK HARD!!
CHIONGGGGGG AHHHHHHHHHH! LOL.
now, im going to CHIONG also.
meeting them* for dinner.
CIAO! no, i mean, CHIONG AH!! HAHAHAHA.
*dont ever tell me you turned back, again.
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:43 PM
Monday, September 25, 2006
im still at my birthday 'topic'.
so please allow me to thank those people who wishes me well? LOL.
so that, when they read my blog, at least i've thank them or smth. haha.
Yixian, Yixuan, Ruth, Gen, JunJun, Liwen, Xinyan, Liqiang, Tzuyu, Kimliang, Senghwee, Tengfeng, Jasmine, Jianyu, Wanci, Junzhu, Huixian, Xiaoxi, Edna, Theresa, Zhenying, Lihong, John, Junhao, Zhihao, Andrew, Blanche, Samantha, Serene, Raymond, Denise, Tionghan, Jean, Nataline, Jolene, Tingting, Joshua, Joanne..
i think thats all. hahahahaha.
okay, i have no idea why i list down all the names.
i think i bit hao lian lah. LOL.
but, sweet sixteen mahs!
of course happy mahs right, right? LOL.
got back SS, Chinese and E Maths results today.
bad results indeed.
but at least, i bothered to study?
and i managed to pass? hahas. thanks goodness.
alright. pictures time! (:
its getting bit boring yea? hahas.
he's so crazy.
he always: "XIAO JIE, WO NENG CHANG GE GEI NI TING MA?"
then he goes...
"MEI YI CHI HE NI FEN KAI, SHEN SHEN DE BEI NI DA BAI...."
LOL!!!!! crazy guy. hahahahahahahahaha.
alcoholic drink, i love (:
drink and 'blush'. hahahahaha.
i wore till so 'la ta'
hahahahahahahahahahaha.
im not the one who wanted to take this pic okay. LOL.
xian and me (:
the heavenly-fresh-great-yummy breakfast.
milopeng! LOL.
under the starry night,
under the bright moon,
under the lovely night scenery... (LAUGHS)
we went to the outer space (:
we were like two retards and people were looking at us as if we're freaks. LOL.
dance like us please. hahahahahahaha.
when another retard joined in. LOL.
=.=
eeeee. very smelly lah your shit. LOL.
act cute lah act cute lah. hahahahaha.
horrible eyebags. sigh.
we're the mothers of the bear.
we stuffed him with 'food', gave him a spa, weighed him and measured his height. LOL.
learn to say, "NO!!!" hahahahahahahaha.
threeawesome!
this is the sweetest cake i've ever eaten, i swear (:
i looked fugly. dammit. nevermind. LOL.
i was wondering how to cut a cake. LOL.
i wonder how, i wonder why. lols.
i love these girls (:
he looked as if we owed him millions of dollars luhs. LOL.
yummy cake (:
the birthday girl! (:
hahahahahahaha. okay, i mean me =.=
they asked me to 'lick' that peice of choc up =/
my young cousin took this. lols.
i think this is nice, dont you feel so? hahahaha.
ruth and me.
superman can be over-self-loving as well. hahahahaha.
they're too shy cause people walked past =.=
i like this effect. cause my face's blurred. wahahaha.
cool background rightttt. hahahahaha.
we're teletubbies' freinds. WAHAHAHAHA.
xuan's sucha lousy chef.
therefore, i had to sacrifise for love and ate it on ruth's behalf. LOL.
steamboat! steam arh steam arh! =X hahahahaha.
dont you (xian and ruth) think we should steam that guy's tooot*? =X LOL.
see that guy's chairS. LOL!
im a great chef okay! hahahahahaha.
chi de dang zhonggg...
ruth, dont be afraid!
im 'xian dan chao ren'! i will protect you from eggs! LOL!
ruth and me, yes, again. hahahaha.
that very friendly waiter took this! (:
Xing Yuan, say 'HI' to everyone! LOL.
Gen, Xuan and Ruth bought this for me! (:
my lil cousin like so sweet luhs!
i promies. i'll treat her good for, one day (:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
John gave it to me!
he kept pestering meto finish it up. damn, its fattening alright.
xinyan loves to buy banana for me. LOL.
Xian bought this for me!
this is super cute. this was given by the most un-cute person, Liwen. LOL.
JunJun gave me this!
its damn nice luhs! (:
okay. what denise, yvonne and brina are up to huh. LOL.
but like damn cute lahs! hahaha. thanks man. hahas.
thats all! thank goodness. my fingers are bit tiring.
gotta sleep already! school day tmr. boo-hoo!
goodnight readers (:
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:52 PM
so please allow me to thank those people who wishes me well? LOL.
so that, when they read my blog, at least i've thank them or smth. haha.
Yixian, Yixuan, Ruth, Gen, JunJun, Liwen, Xinyan, Liqiang, Tzuyu, Kimliang, Senghwee, Tengfeng, Jasmine, Jianyu, Wanci, Junzhu, Huixian, Xiaoxi, Edna, Theresa, Zhenying, Lihong, John, Junhao, Zhihao, Andrew, Blanche, Samantha, Serene, Raymond, Denise, Tionghan, Jean, Nataline, Jolene, Tingting, Joshua, Joanne..
i think thats all. hahahahaha.
okay, i have no idea why i list down all the names.
i think i bit hao lian lah. LOL.
but, sweet sixteen mahs!
of course happy mahs right, right? LOL.
got back SS, Chinese and E Maths results today.
bad results indeed.
but at least, i bothered to study?
and i managed to pass? hahas. thanks goodness.
alright. pictures time! (:
its getting bit boring yea? hahas.
he's so crazy.
he always: "XIAO JIE, WO NENG CHANG GE GEI NI TING MA?"
then he goes...
"MEI YI CHI HE NI FEN KAI, SHEN SHEN DE BEI NI DA BAI...."
LOL!!!!! crazy guy. hahahahahahahahaha.
alcoholic drink, i love (:
drink and 'blush'. hahahahaha.
i wore till so 'la ta'
hahahahahahahahahahaha.
im not the one who wanted to take this pic okay. LOL.
xian and me (:
the heavenly-fresh-great-yummy breakfast.
milopeng! LOL.
under the starry night,
under the bright moon,
under the lovely night scenery... (LAUGHS)
we went to the outer space (:
we were like two retards and people were looking at us as if we're freaks. LOL.
dance like us please. hahahahahahaha.
when another retard joined in. LOL.
=.=
eeeee. very smelly lah your shit. LOL.
act cute lah act cute lah. hahahahaha.
horrible eyebags. sigh.
we're the mothers of the bear.
we stuffed him with 'food', gave him a spa, weighed him and measured his height. LOL.
learn to say, "NO!!!" hahahahahahahaha.
this is the sweetest cake i've ever eaten, i swear (:
i looked fugly. dammit. nevermind. LOL.
i was wondering how to cut a cake. LOL.
i wonder how, i wonder why. lols.
i love these girls (:
he looked as if we owed him millions of dollars luhs. LOL.
yummy cake (:
the birthday girl! (:
hahahahahahaha. okay, i mean me =.=
they asked me to 'lick' that peice of choc up =/
my young cousin took this. lols.
i think this is nice, dont you feel so? hahahaha.
ruth and me.
superman can be over-self-loving as well. hahahahaha.
they're too shy cause people walked past =.=
i like this effect. cause my face's blurred. wahahaha.
cool background rightttt. hahahahaha.
we're teletubbies' freinds. WAHAHAHAHA.
xuan's sucha lousy chef.
therefore, i had to sacrifise for love and ate it on ruth's behalf. LOL.
steamboat! steam arh steam arh! =X hahahahaha.
dont you (xian and ruth) think we should steam that guy's tooot*? =X LOL.
see that guy's chairS. LOL!
im a great chef okay! hahahahahaha.
chi de dang zhonggg...
ruth, dont be afraid!
im 'xian dan chao ren'! i will protect you from eggs! LOL!
ruth and me, yes, again. hahahaha.
that very friendly waiter took this! (:
Xing Yuan, say 'HI' to everyone! LOL.
Gen, Xuan and Ruth bought this for me! (:
my lil cousin like so sweet luhs!
i promies. i'll treat her good for, one day (:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
John gave it to me!
he kept pestering meto finish it up. damn, its fattening alright.
xinyan loves to buy banana for me. LOL.
Xian bought this for me!
this is super cute. this was given by the most un-cute person, Liwen. LOL.
JunJun gave me this!
its damn nice luhs! (:
okay. what denise, yvonne and brina are up to huh. LOL.
but like damn cute lahs! hahaha. thanks man. hahas.
thats all! thank goodness. my fingers are bit tiring.
gotta sleep already! school day tmr. boo-hoo!
goodnight readers (:
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
4:52 PM
