Friday, August 04, 2006
back.
was fucking moody this morning, even till now...
she WASnt that strong afterall.
so much have yet to say.
so many things we have yet to do.
the promise to go beach together,
the promise to go oversea together,
the promise to go shopping one day together,
the promise to...............
so many things, have yet to be done.
now i know the feeling.
yesterday night and the almost the WHOLE of today,
i just couldnt control the tears lah.
on thurs, the ussw topic was: "SUICIDE"
i remember writing,
"I DONT THINK ITS WRONG FOR PEOPLE TO COMMIT SUICIDE AS ITS A WAY TO END THE HARDSHIP THEY'RE GOING THROUGH."
i take back my words.
its not true enough.
and now,
"ITS VERY IMPORTANT TO TREASURE YOUR LIFE. THERE'RE SO MANY PEOPLE WHO DONT EVEN HAVE THE CHANCE TO CONTINUE LIVING..."
urghhs. shucks. dammit. better stop on this topic.
i was really damn sad lah! =/
during the remedial today, i just couldnt focuse on my work lah~
a BIG sigh....
i slept almost throughout the remedial.
leaving the ws BLANK.
after that, i had lunch with yvonne.
ty,lq and wc went there too!
yvonne then left when xian came.
xian was eating when the few guys were going off.
for dont know what reason, xian asked them to like stay.
then lq like some sort of wanna sit down that moment,
xian was like: "ERRR. WHO ASK YOU TO STAY?"
me: -LAUGHS.
then the two of them just continue to say their "FUNNY" jokes.
well, i really did laughed like crazy lah! LOL.
and this thing...
a lil boy was holding onto a knife and it dropped onto the floor.
and the two of them like ask him go change.
and know what?
the lil boy put the dirty one together with them rest =.=
we laughed like siao lah! LOL.
then ty was like: "AHH YOO. SO CUTE. MUACK MUACK"
me and xuan: -LAUGHS.
went home and xian came to my house.
was slacking all the way.
she went home at around 8 and waited for the 9pm show to start.
the show was VERY nice alright!
i would like to find a boyfriend like wei xiang! HAHAHAHA.
-slap my head. LOL
and now, my mum's like talking bout him again.
i dont even wanna say lah!
i was damn pek chek.
and now, we ended up quarrelling.
and, for dont know what reason, i couldnt help it. but to keep...
%$#%$^%$%^$#
i hate it when im like this. really hate it.
grrrrrrrrrrrrr. i cannot take it anymore, no more.
now, i gotta go sleep already!
im really tired....
tmr's another tiring day for me.
i gotta wake up early.
exactly how im feeling almost everyday.
*its so hard to hide your feelings.
i couldnt stop. but i stopped breathing whenever you do so.
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:21 PM
was fucking moody this morning, even till now...
she WASnt that strong afterall.
so much have yet to say.
so many things we have yet to do.
the promise to go beach together,
the promise to go oversea together,
the promise to go shopping one day together,
the promise to...............
so many things, have yet to be done.
now i know the feeling.
yesterday night and the almost the WHOLE of today,
i just couldnt control the tears lah.
on thurs, the ussw topic was: "SUICIDE"
i remember writing,
"I DONT THINK ITS WRONG FOR PEOPLE TO COMMIT SUICIDE AS ITS A WAY TO END THE HARDSHIP THEY'RE GOING THROUGH."
i take back my words.
its not true enough.
and now,
"ITS VERY IMPORTANT TO TREASURE YOUR LIFE. THERE'RE SO MANY PEOPLE WHO DONT EVEN HAVE THE CHANCE TO CONTINUE LIVING..."
urghhs. shucks. dammit. better stop on this topic.
i was really damn sad lah! =/
during the remedial today, i just couldnt focuse on my work lah~
a BIG sigh....
i slept almost throughout the remedial.
leaving the ws BLANK.
after that, i had lunch with yvonne.
ty,lq and wc went there too!
yvonne then left when xian came.
xian was eating when the few guys were going off.
for dont know what reason, xian asked them to like stay.
then lq like some sort of wanna sit down that moment,
xian was like: "ERRR. WHO ASK YOU TO STAY?"
me: -LAUGHS.
then the two of them just continue to say their "FUNNY" jokes.
well, i really did laughed like crazy lah! LOL.
and this thing...
a lil boy was holding onto a knife and it dropped onto the floor.
and the two of them like ask him go change.
and know what?
the lil boy put the dirty one together with them rest =.=
we laughed like siao lah! LOL.
then ty was like: "AHH YOO. SO CUTE. MUACK MUACK"
me and xuan: -LAUGHS.
went home and xian came to my house.
was slacking all the way.
she went home at around 8 and waited for the 9pm show to start.
the show was VERY nice alright!
i would like to find a boyfriend like wei xiang! HAHAHAHA.
-slap my head. LOL
i dont even wanna say lah!
i was damn pek chek.
and now, we ended up quarrelling.
and, for dont know what reason, i couldnt help it. but to keep...
%$#%$^%$%^$#
i hate it when im like this. really hate it.
grrrrrrrrrrrrr. i cannot take it anymore, no more.
now, i gotta go sleep already!
im really tired....
tmr's another tiring day for me.
i gotta wake up early.
exactly how im feeling almost everyday.
*its so hard to hide your feelings.
i couldnt stop. but i stopped breathing whenever you do so.
i'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown. if you need me (:
10:21 PM
